Mode PARISIENNE Lulla

I used my heart to write about something

2011-04-24T13:28:00.002+08:00

it is in Chinese version,My ethic.My language

我觉得我有资格说话了，有点像人的话，我认为的。经过那么多年的太阳和月亮的日子，是时候分享或嗮一嗮自己很感恩的事，因为在别人也许在很苦恼的事，我知道什么回事。。因为挖过圣经里的宝，我才懂啦。。（你真的没看过，我可以可怜你没有？C，我还是不懂我那位神教我如何。。谦卑~~）

Ermm..记得什么就写什么先。。

第一辑：我的生活+我的情绪篇？？

首先呢就嗮下自己多幸福。你真的以为别人很幸福哦？我就知道其实大家活得不是很好，我们或许不知道他们的生活是如此的难熬或幸福背后的难受。。还是别一昧向往或很妒忌别人的生活，最后把自己的那么宝贵的生命活在比较中，会好一点吧~

因为他说：“你的日子如何，你的力量也如何”，我生活很简单，因为老天造我时知道我不是很坚强，所以我的日子像较下很自由，可是我本人觉得很难熬，又有谁懂？那些我很欣赏的人，我也不觉你们很厉害的，哈哈，因为同样的道理嘛~

我真的很不好，若你也有同感，你知道他说：康健的人用不着医生，有病的人才用得着。

像我这样很多变态病的人，真的很需要这么一个医生。（若没病也可找医生聊天的~祷告）

常常也在感叹未来的路多难走，然而他又说：‘你们看天上的飞鸟不种也不收，你们的天父尚且养活它。你们不比飞鸟贵重吗？。。。或许白化点，他说：“所以，不要为明天忧虑，应为明天自有明天的忧虑；一天的难处一天当就够了。几贴切下，常常觉得无法完成的事，到了那天也悄悄走过了，想回也。。没什么~

人家偶尔觉得你假慈善，其实也不懂该怎么做，也不想自己面孔臭臭的，人家生气你或你生气人家，也只会饶恕。因为他说嘛：你们饶恕人的过犯，你们的天父也必饶恕你们。。过后又说：‘你们不饶恕人的过犯，你们的天父也必不饶恕你们的过犯。所以，你听话，你会去饶恕的。。可是真的很生气啊！他说：“你们含怒不可到日落”。。莫担心是可以生合理的气，不然给人家讲讲就忍下，为他的缘故会得到称赞。他说：‘只叫你暗中的父看见。你父在暗中察看，必然报答你。

所以有时，自己做错事想逃都难。可是想一想他因为爱才会管教我们。不爱你的人，或许你觉得他们超级好，也许也很不爽他们；但爱你人，你怎样不爽他，他还是很爱你。。若他是神，他的爱会完美。。不会像自己，很有缺陷，ermm自己知道就好。。

可是给人冤枉，我还是会很火。他说：‘要灵巧向蛇”，我有时又巧不过，他又安慰好像是：耶和华（神）必想那恶者报怨。。我气才消了。。

其实我讲了那么多，可能模糊了我最初的原点是。我确实在夸口，像保罗（圣经记载的使徒）：我若必须自夸，就夸那关乎我软弱的事便了。哥后11：30

我是要讲我真的很软弱而以。。然后夸我的神，主耶稣。因他对我说：我的恩典够你用的，因为我的能力在人的软弱上显得完全。哥后12：9最后，我真正要讲的事是：‘所以你们该效法神，好象蒙慈爱的儿女一样。’这位上帝是我生活指南。完了~

REFERENCE：抄《圣经》，还没死前请看看，不是只有基督徒看的（有时他们也不看），这本无分阶级，是给被上帝创造，给疼你的一份礼物。（指南：刚看或许会难体会，本人也曾想过放弃阅读，但又不小心知道了-《圣经》走不开这简单的法则：神爱世人，甚至将他的独生子（主耶稣基督）赐给他们，叫一切信他的不至灭亡，反得的永生。（约3：16）你不明吗？你心里愿意上帝终会让你明白，没有人可逼你。（本人也有不明的，所以现在有像以前那位保罗那样，到处告诉人关于上帝的人，他们是牧师，长老或教会执事~通常星期天，一定会遇见他们~哈！）

i will left a note

2011-03-16T20:03:00.001+08:00

watched 127 hr.It is in my satisfy expectation.
I love the warm sunlight.
I love the explore spirit.
I love myself too much?
I will left a note wherever I go.(in 127 hr)
Because I will not leave to anywhere for my own sake.
thank you Jesus for your guide,when time I lost my way and feel that you are far apart.You show your love to me from my beloved family,friends and natural surrounding.
I may not understand what is happening out there,but I know You are preparing me to explore the world you wish me to contribute.It is not about You need me but God I am willing to serve although I am nothing in the eye of the world but You tell me I am everything in Your eyes.
the best ever love story just between You and I.
tHIS LINK IS SHARE BY ONE OF MY LOVELY SIS to me,THANK YOU.lET'S RUN AHEAD!
http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/

once I am reading on a phrase which makes me have a deep thought,it is like this:A person who endure the nature beauty without knowing the Creation is a waste.it makes me think a lot until now..

2011-03-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

never show any feeling on anyone.
unless they care about and know something about you.

never overjudged yourself lullaby.
and please wakeup from your dreamland.

wake up ing...
I will never live in here forever.

Be stable and use your brain wisely.
Be courageous and share every live moment with the sincere one.
You never want them to lost ,just like that.

Not looking more on the mirror than the real world.
The world is moving and you shall chase up the pace.
But be careful with your direction and aim.
Everything, if you live for your own and enjoy fullest for your desire-->

You experienced it before and you know..
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recently,dealing a assignment with team.some of them shy and some of one loss their way,someone insists the way,all the things they mention is right.But not so true..
anyway,I just simply ask a frenz and using adobe illustrator to create it by them.while I am work on my "dream land' above..
something to cheer you up,maybe.

zombie pao pao..looks like
8TV pao pao
The little sunflower is his best friend.
Hope the generated story would be considered,I just learning to
express my 'not so bad' idea.

new color

2011-02-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

thanks for accompany during the opening sem

thanks for all your care and concern,really a nice
fellow.

wish you all further continue your dream..to draw a nice picture and create beautiful stuff.
from what you said:'drawing makes me forget everything'/i just like drawing~!

Fullyy full House

2011-02-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

On September 2010,due to the promise,happily gather all the yishen girls and boys to celebrate the september baby birthday and almost 10 among 38 attend..After a nice moment to held a bless birthday with a mooncake,all of them gone and disappear in her life again.
So,this year around someone has suggsted to held a gathering again like on march 2010.But what can i said was..it seems like it is going to be cancelled..
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I was a bit sad for coming 2011 event..everything was gone,with high expectation,it always makes me depressed for quite a long time.i JUST CANT FIGURE WHY some people/event is being scheduled but at last ruin or cancelled.When i was a child,i will unreasonably cried about it,it happened when my uncle or aunty put a fly on their visitation.???i cant figure why..

Now,I know that i have to strengthen myself.Try not to perfectly put all the hope or 'imagination' on people.well,i am people,i know some time i did the same things..and my mom keep on remind me to put more effort on my study..but anyway event/gathering is a motivation for me to countdown my study times..:*

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anyway,during cny,it was still fun to meet up with some lenglui ...they are so incredible and sweet all the times..here some capture on them..

throw out some rubbish on the seat

does she sweet like Minne mouse with
the spec on top?:D

talented organizer

strength:highly concentrated,ambitious

them:age 21, nah V position,whateva..
thanks for the early birthday celebration
at Full House.(represent yi to thanks nie&hui)
:P

anyway,i still wish to said something

yI:white ,fat ,capable,friendly..yummy!!

nothing to say:
Just because they held the lovely bear..
they look lovely indeed..:)

*all of them keep on reminding me about cancelled of our hatyai trip but maybe a better local trip..yaya,look forward

stupidly

2011-02-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

Just wish to jotted down some silly stuff..

During December,still some part time job going on.I received a roadshow to sell some silly stuff on street make her deeply depressed where she run away afterward,not until now she unable to get her 50 bucks.

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There is lot’s of ompetition out there where she cant really talk and present herself.It makes her sad for some moment as she has tried for several times.It just din worked out!However,she continue with it.

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Before end of 2010,for the first time she let go her study she went for clubbing with some party look at sunway euphoria.For sake of work,she admit she do really enjoyed the moment when she step on the dancing stage,also hanging around with crowd by painting on their body .But,then i realized how danger that place was,as people drunk and take pill ..vomiting just to drowned into an unreal world.Dance ,speak all is uncontrollable.It give me a ‘STOP’ sign before you turned to be like them.I feel so bad after I back from the club.

the glowing effect gel

again,at sunway

another fun job that i meant to...

Then I come to 2011.

s.o.s

2011-02-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

review from june-december can be found in post.Full of fun and sweet memory to participate in new job,new God ministry and try something new..

cf-08?09?10? this post remind me on them..

I has promised my God to attend the worship on every Sunday as they are only 52 wk.I can counted the moment I absence for the service is 2-3 times while Saturday youth fellowship several times ;P.

I AM SO SORRY THAT IN 2011,I DID NOT PROMISED YOU ANYTHING!MY JESUS,I REALLY NEED YOU RIGHT NOW~I ‘M LOST AGAIN!

I have loss my voice first ever in my time,no matter how hard i shout,not even a proper word voice out.
I just realised previously how bless i 'm to have chance to praise you in worship,communicate with people surrounded me.Maybe one days,i had forgotten you but you will always there for me..I really cant imagine the future,i am pessimistic,i am coward,i am useless,i am nothing.HElp..

2011-02-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

again..it is about her study life
Feb 2010- pretended that the class learning is going on well.

Seriously I am emotionally unstable all the time when all those rumors passed through my ear.Totally awful! The time when I realized I just cant get well with other races until it aroused their anger which I did not mean it. And also the harsh moment to get into different gang since I am late.Again,due to language barrier and personality I ended up get along with a group of nice,warm people.People may assumed they liked you and willing to talk to you but instead I know they found me serious and a nerd that hard to get along.A women instinct told me all that.Always remind myself keep on study and ignore all this.

March,lullaby lil’ bit confused with her foundation math which has been taught during Pre U for several times..on 10th,to her surprise her classmate celebrate her first ever birthday party in her life,however,she feel that the party belong to them at that moment.But she feel thankful

April,the first for her to complete her assignment with a due date and she has confront with the people that will never coorperate with her that make her extremely frustrated and throw up all the work aside.With the mission as ‘died together’!Overall,she has finished other assignment in orderly manner and passed all those small test

May,the first sem final exam is there!She studied from day to night without any delay till she has a sudden weight loss that shock those who concerned.But she just ignore about it and continue her stressful way of study when those scolding and harsh word flash in her mind again and again,sometimes,crying is possible.Give up is in her thought.

my jan 2010 review

2011-02-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

10^th Jan 2011.It was a wonderful day after log on Utar portal with my trembling fingers where I am glad that I could tipped up my glasses and toasted my dream after passed my foundation level in art and social science

before that...2010
10/1/2011- I am dreamed to study in a private institute in nursing and caring field although I admit I was incapable for all this.
“Everyone will die and their last destiny will be at hospital, in my hand!”For several night, I get warned by July Pre U terrible results. Not until Jan, it has come to the end of my Pre U life but I do not get passed to be eligible for Degree in nursing.I am totally lost and decided to end everything..emotionally depressed not until sis give me some encouragement

However, I am thankful to confront with such terrible situation or else I would not brave myself to go on my ‘dream’ and people no longer overlook on my ability.I may end up choosing a suffer pathway. Without hesitation,I go on to apply for the overdue jan foundation intake.At first,the school reject me and insist me to go on for May intake.Again,I have no time anymore,no matter how hard was it I have tried my damnedest, lot’s of stuff is being carried on that almost make me faint on the journey.

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Within few steps and I was there. But the truth is, I don’t even know if I’ll ever reach there ,but I’ll try my damnedest, let’s bet on that! I bet it with God at my side. Due to this encouragement where I realized choose not to give up on Him is always the best solution

cough xxxx

2011-01-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

phew..Having spring hols..
And I get a normal cough I think..
Here some description on my cough:wet cough
Coughing alone is not actually a disease, but an indication of problems in the respiratory tract.Everybody have experienced cough with phlegm, which may be because of a common cold. A chronic cough condition with phlegm that is discolored (yellow, rusty brown, green, etc.)

My stage is greenish phlegm~~

20TH pity showcase

2010-11-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

this is how we do it~do it!WUAHAHAHHA!PITY loh~

Lice
strawberry sticks
under -ve celcius

Gaming under
the cold rain
T.T

Blindfold themselves
with the goggle that
we mess on!

until masuk hospital
see the doctor and nurse?~
(this drama make me cry
because
it was
DAMN FUNNNYYYY!!!LAA!!clap~

most pity one,force to laugh!

before opening ceremony,still doing the backdrop
and practice

the seating is so funny
Trained their neck
to be elastic~hehee

body being streched also..
cruel act

it looks properly there
actually the ' )( ' always senget till we thought
it going to
DROP!)

THIS is their group 'flag'
need carry this ball
while games

wake up early,exercise
kao kao!:PCOLD DIE..saw me there?

practice..blur with the flow

speechless ady!!haha..
wana killed each other..for not practice well
before this~

opening make aunties scared!haha

luckily everyone know how
to main popper
i never played it before=.=

till they become insane !jk jk:P

this pic emo or not?haaa..cameron
house damn nice,i thought
i'm at USA

the souvenier that selled by S&J..

The tragedic may not end~~wuahahaha!
to be continued

PR

2010-11-17T13:14:00.001+08:00

Being a program planner is huge tasks for me as I am so vulnerable to any situation that need to consider on time management,cost planning and the flow org.If not mistaken,I am known to myself that I have an unorganize and careless trait.I can only prepared well when I am being instructed step by step until the person in charge became exhausted on explaining to me~!woo,or else they just let me do what I want,so this is not possible right~hahaha.So,I am still learning about it~

(I just realised 4 of us didnt catch photo together,nvm la,i left a space here~)

Being the first time as 2010 SGC 20th anniversary program planner with another 3 is a big mistake,haha..however,when we adjust our mind set,we just messy and cool.Praise to the Lord.
This is because we planned so messy and thought all the fun idea will be worked out then until the day from the moment I become the song lead with another PR of the opening ceremony..It is so so so messy!
i just mention lil bit on it,I wrongly put the slide,forget what to said and the crowd just too nice to us,make us feel guilty.But what so nic about lah? they fully coorperate with our silly movement and others silly games.
(we really put our effort in planning for few exhausted night,next time I should urge everyone to pray more before planning lah~!)

Pastor TAN YIXIN-he so cute boh?most of the time,people assume
pastor make them bore.But he was another exceptional case~
pity him lah if he get bored by us instead..:P
pastor tan really spread God's message
in such a 'miracle' way=)

MAYBE i should glad about Cameron so cold yet everybody still on the 'A go go' mood..yer,in conclusion I felt so embarassing lah~haha..mess up in 4D3N~

Then later when we have our confess session at 4th day,surprisingly all rush out to share their feeling.Most of them is those who participate in SGC for a great time ago.When one of the sis share about their moment serving through Lord together,I knowed that everyone have been going through such embarassing and stress situation where most of us decided to hide our face from Lord until He bring us back to His side.All this great moment happened once again when we are willing to back to him.

extremly messy like the color I wear on!hahahA!

wait until that day,we will meet up on heaven.Thanks Lord for bringing me through my day in 2010.Blessed to SGC 20th anniversary~

family planning

2010-10-23T15:16:00.000+08:00

I am awfully excited!My daddy and mummy are going abroad(for the first time) and I am not going with them,haha!They are leaving on 5^th/11….No one at home currently ~You’re welcome to have a home broke ,eww…

I will attend church camp at Cameron this time.So,this home just an empty building during that period.for me,home is tree give shade for the benefit of others and while themselves stand in the sun and endure hurtful heat ,they produce ‘fruit’ by which others profit. It refers to the scarification by family.
To many people a home is a place that merely necessary for love and protection. So, when a home lost its function, it was just a building to stay away from sun and rain. It was a normal TREE~ nothing else…

I snap this photo at noon time,'trumpet flower"

I have done a ‘psychological research’ on my so called’ family status’, it was fun thou’.

Ermm,I used to be alone in home where I am really enjoyed it.

Ok,serious a bit.

finally,we may plan to visit BOH tea..after passing those scary slope~

In the world as you will find competitor at every turn..So,I thought as always that in my father’s house,might do as you pleased! As they will support your dream,lead you through in all contemplation but not a criticize or teasing happened!We prefer listened to advised.Once I heard that,family need to be love on not hurting each other,even a words,an unnoticed action can break this blood tie.Oh,I found out that I am not perfectly pleased all of them until they being so emo,so unconsiderate.maybe I should brave myself to tell them about their unconsideration,but I found out that I am unqualified.

Last,I think I should make them happy, however human kind are imperfect.They pretend to ignore the happiness and look toward your so called bad attitude without realizing their own problem as well!So,every family tragedy start at any moment,any second~Oh,I claim myself to be patient and tolerate enough on others bullies since young,it makes me brave enough to confront such situation,but I never realized this can happened in a family..I am weak enough where I never know when can I stand anymore…(collapsed in next min?)

I really wish myself will be reconciled to my situation as soon and with little pain as I can.As usual,let’s shout:’GOD help!’(no one understand the situation better than Him,help!help!)

I am an adult,I hate it!Never a family in my future.

pRediction:In a nut shell, I am suffer from super low self esteem with no child in the future and I nice to be bullied on:)

world sight day 14/10

2010-10-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

experience all of those eye disorder with Ciba vision company, who aimed to donate RM10,000 to charity.Experience it now by clicking on the following link:
http://www.worldsightday.com.my/index.php?fbreg=1#/experience/

you can see,leng Kodak-experience astigmatism there...;p

It was a exciting moment to have an eye checks,the doctor always pop on my face,hahahaha..to check my little pupil...my heart bit and bit...he is a nice optometry doctor!!swear!!

bad lulla..

2010-10-02T17:54:00.001+08:00

Once,I really miss them..We are walking on the same way...

sweet 15th-20th
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
miss cherlyn @mr jong

using FaceBook as our communication tool,finally we gather successfully..
Anyway,on that day..they still insist went to Chilli's again to have all those oily unhealthy food.So,I cant have my sushi King that I want for=(We just met in FRIM half year ago..and we stay together for a month in a youth missionary,thanks them for bringing each other a wonderful day~
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who do you think you are..you just that ordinary,never foolish yourself anymore.Work on your innerside,for man and women we will always need it.

If you dont like to nag by your mom,try not did it on others,word like:'I never want to see you anymore!''I kill em!','It damn hurt me!'..fck fck..aizz..please la,they are always better word to use.Hold yourself!!!
Sometimes,we understand ourselve just being a human and we treat each others not that perfect.But,does it truly means you cannot treat each other fairy..why trying to be the people who once fool you,tease you..
lulla,do you listen it?bad lulla!
Again,be a buddha,when you put down,you feel great!...love forgive
lulla: phew...

para para Job

2010-09-30T18:16:00.001+08:00

dO You Look for a job?
yes I do,But I work at wrong moment where that time I already started my new sem.Luckily,the company are too well to let me have others to replace me.So i only skip class for 2 days only without any lecture or tutorial teach during that period ..Appreciate the absent of my lecture,Mr Dzul for having MC due to allergic for a week!Glad to earn extra saving at the same times for coming Cameron church camp and my new degree course transfer fee.

I have done 2 job in 2 weeks time,met with some new bies,some of them still study while some already work !!hahaha,anyway work is tiring and you feel unfair all the times not until you finish it.You will realized that was a lot's of fun in between,especially any roadshow.The time could flies until you stared at the watch where 5 hours ady gone.

Open ceremony by dato Ong Yen yen.1 Malaysia

well,not going into details about my job lah.Just an ordinary central market Ex-mobile(malaysia brand) roadshow.

EX Mobile-sell off one mobile(the cheapest) ONLY.. in a DAY!:D

What i feel great was I can keep on drinking another Vono soup sample (same company).


Belinda Chee?as the brand ambassador...that was my supervisor,		her fish eye make me scare all the times...

And what make me impress was first time ever not spent a single cent on food and transport.ALL are provided!However,I found that my supervisor there looks demanding and sometimes not that friendly.Since they paid us damn fast right after few days,that's nice...I work for 2 days,get Rm 180.The working hours damn 'funny' yet flexible where sometimes don't feel like I am working but I really do a aggressive sale lah..aleh...haha xD

Lot's of show that night,so you didnt realised time flies~hahaxD

Anyway,another job fair at 1 U,it was from 1pm to 9pm..first few days start my sem where I have skip my class on that period.Look at all those Thai paste,spices and japanese food stuff make damn hungry all the times.

Both of us damn hungry for spicy steamboat!!
(That day we being bullied by customer,:'()

But next few days,I started to get involved on that job.Previously,I dont really prefer serve for customer and go for job without commission, that seems not challenging and paid less huh.woo..anyway,still like it.People staying around there seems wealth enough but some of them really give us trouble.Well,I already delete it in my memory..yipee,wait for the salary..a month...>,< .

Oh ya,I have put on light make up..this girl called Moon,a future PR.

Oh ya,3 of the Ex-mobile partner,lot's more..

cant believe my eyes,they just 21 and 22 yrs old...OH no!

work is tiring zzz....

sem 3...T.T

2010-09-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

quite a lot of family gathering recently,probably due to dad's retirement.We are both similar,going on with eating-->watching-->sleeping-->welcoming another days.Just he welcomed countless moment in his life while for me still have some hope,waiting for sem end.I really hope there was no sem break sometimes,so I could have completed my course faster.But some how,some fellow once said if your ever have a break,you will be dehydrated,restless
~~Holiday makes you charge with energy to start a new term,but I saw a lots of fellow including me after hols feel sorrow and super duper unwilling to deal anythings.(oh,some are not)~~

(skip)
Raya end..my drug abuse neighbour celebrate their raya by sharing some ketupat and tender beef sambal with us.I have it as my breakfast,but ketupat taste like a normal rice rather than sticky state,was it?!whateva,it was inside my tummy...(some bad things flash in my mind,does he added some Ganja(marijuanna) inside the ketupat,aiayaaa think too much la)It reminds me somethings in long long times ago,I played in a nice banglo.Their parents use to get involve with drug,then someone said:'hey,they are child,please dont play play.'it means dont add any drug content into the juicy sausage that serve to us...(that time,i think i'm 9years old,can see how dark the world was...phewww...
(skip)
A new uptown news,fahrenheit 88 kl operated(rennovation from 'low ya' Kl plaza),I dont know,first time PASSBY only,anyway just a shopping complex for me=.=

taken from GOOgle..
see as in real..just opposite to Pavillion,you can feelthe scenery like in singapore orchard road
&even hong kong street there...;|

count down to sem 3..9 more days..

yellow

2010-09-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

Lo!li!loli！ LolOlo！
hey,seek for job..I forgot how many profile or resume I have sent.But,soundless!!!soundless!!
Ushers or ambassador post,everyone grab for it..people like me with normal appeal only can apply skill and strive hard to be a promoter.So,I never grumble about not getting such post.But ,promoter got lot's of people FIGHTHING for it too..laaa!!

Try to ignore about it la..enjoy my holiday will do.Just realize people surrounding us has been teared apart from us for some reason:study,flying,working..all are reasonable.Sometimes,maybe is busying-not really reasonable.However,all make sense..hahaa,i gotta have some things to share here..recently,we just finished Final exam and both of this girl celebrate their 38years old..(total up)
here some super blur picture shoot by me:The air balloon,nice.I wan 'demolished' it,crazy!

The focus:HELIUM ballon..both the pink and yellow shirt girls birthday,guess who is 18th this year?hee

a look alike yellow Pudding CAKE..stick with dust and candle wax..hahha,but nice to eat on..

When we heading our ways back,I found out something!!actually I am quite missing this yellow shirt gals recently.I think just some weird feeling toward somebody that will separate next 3 month.(they will study AT kampar)
She is tough although she just 18th and nice to be bully on.Yet a cute monster..I love her serious look,but today she parked quite a distance away from the paying station till she gotta get down from car,hahaha.See,the receiptor smile and look at her..aiye ye ye!
Love your AVANZA..

tata..this is the proof..ROFL...

Now,I am getting free..So,I make a dream to transform my some useless things-my hair..

Turn out to be a typical look by Philippine housemaid,so called 'Mary'...Therefore,she should not go for curling then..ROFL

WOMENIzer

2010-08-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

yay,Again Final exam is coming..so ?go for exam then..Have some adjustment on my new sem timetable,I hope to stay with that little girls.So,I decide not to go on for a timetable that looked like I am isolated from everyone. Although it was extremely fun to present yourself and advance knowledge without depend on others.Not to bother so called peer 'feeling' sitting besides you.(Getting along with strangers quite nice)

Then Why?I am sick of those life.I want to stay with the classmate THAT i AM familiar with.Simple reason:I want people accompany me,I dislike alone~.I want to work my future assignment with familiar classmate.These was due to previous timetable that make me separate from them.I thought the timetable was selected by majority but instead we gotta rush and fight the best time among hundred of students on our own.This time,will be on next tuesday,9PM

I will fight the best position for my timetable.NO MATTER WHAT,ohhhh hahahaaa!!
Ops,I feel like I am 30 nows,enjoy those feeling.Tired look with wrinkles on,and deep eye bags.Body figure started to have a few 'tyre'..yay,now I have all of these..wohoo!!I dont know why,I just love to be 30th!!

This is because some of the CLASSMATEs only 17/18/19 this year...sometimes,I feel like I am their mothers at age 30.

Let me remind myself,SADLY I am STILL 20th

beanie-green

2010-08-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

Hi,me..it was never a logic posting by you..let's have fun..randomly write it out..
I am not keen on expressing those dirty words,but I am good at insult..It was my inner personality,I might control it but sometimes it was out of my willingness..Frankly speaking,it still was my willingness to did that which makes me regret later on..

It has been for some times that I found I did right!!In my mind,I persuade myself those logic explanation intend to prove my act is RIGHT.And those put others in defensive way, THEY DESERVE IT..

However,I know I should not do so.But again,I repeat and repeat telling myself, WHY should I forgive someone easily?Is there because existed imperfection in everyone and we should give another chances for he /she?

But again,I repeat and repeat telling myself,I shouldn't.Look at the ways how they treat on me?! at the same times ,people view on my ways treated others damn badly..

Again,I cant controlled myself.It was a big acceptable excuses by everyone.So,I should forgive myself too!!hahaha..is it?

Oh no,never have a HIGH expectation in each human relationship??

Oh no,finally,I have made up my mind.I dont want think such bean stuff anymore...

l ook at her,hateful!!!C:
I have done what should I accomplish before my dirty part come out to destroy this peaceful atmosphere.And human as always a poor human ..
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Inception-was meaningless yet it makes me remind of 'many many wonderful or even deceiful things'..by the ways ,it was still a hot topic among the movie fans.

Before that,I should wake up from my dream and have a revision for coming final..tata,blogs...

two words I said

2010-07-03T07:27:00.001+08:00

can you relate the two words from above title...Fxxx off?
it depended on situation,especially during wedding ceremony was 'I DO~~'.Again,not yet finished posting about the wedding stuff as the processed photo and video just arrived freshly from the studio.And I had been tag on some artistic photo uploaded by the couple when I already forget most of the feeling toward it.Oh,it is back and I wanna do bad things now..

hahaa,I stealed one of the video to put at here as much as a memories and show off once in a life time ...Then,I made an assumption that those day or we named them as group of 70-80 century,not so old generation they lived in nature and surrounded by kind perception,rarely bad influence by media or society.In a discipline way,they looked pure liking and growed simple yet strong determined.It may due to such silly thought,they simply loved, promised in each other by going into a simple happy marriage.

But,I have once been told that in old days or you watched in drama,there was couple who 'gatal gatal',go seduce others partner by putting no faith in the relationship wo..Therefore,come to a conclusion 'Nothing was new under the sun'(ecclesiastes),gay,bisexual,lesbian has existed far far day ago!

(video cannot be uploaded)

What I tried to mention was I have loss confidence in any relationship until the right day a stupid man hold my hand,that commanded by God,I'm a christian who faith in that(=..or I am single lady for whole life,quite lonely yet fun！next time,no matter guys or girl gotta asked 'hey,still a virgin huh?!' instead 'May I love you'.You know why?!!there is a case in my class a lame guy with a not-so-bad look,he ~~rape~~ done sexual relationship with his girl several times and he mentioned it himself saying his girl changed cloth in front of him,they will counted the save period bla..but not everyone knowed about it and i feel some classmate have feeling toward him although they know he got a girl.Pity them la,he will hurt others with his 'not-so-good' look.Kesian that girl,maybe she willing or maybe she dont know the harm in future...

What worst is,once he and others boys asked me:'have you watched A pian,porno..huh,are you a Kl people?.'hey uncle,a stupid kl people not only watched they 'do' it while clever one 'do' in marriage,and porno mainly for those old lame uncle,beware you all may reach that stage ealier than them when get stimuli too much in young days.
(But I did not mention this dialogue in a car with 3 weird guy inside,I know no matter what i saId,they make fun of it...i know the fact that every guys is jerk but please discuss this among You ALL..yes,i try my best not to tumpang their car if they still not change their attitude.See,that is why I rather want a right Stupid man.)
HAI my love,bye my love..hahaaaa..
enjoy the video~

wishes

2010-06-26T12:39:00.000+08:00

The make up artist said:'she draw a pair of doll eyes for me,do you feel so?

sHe shaves my eyebrow:'(

yet liked it~

hai~

Congratulation!

May the both of you be bleseed with a happy married life together!

with best wishes,
Your sis

|><|I love this innoncent look.Can I be the main actress, Big S role in Summer's Desire..>.<

Why shot her?

counted as wedding planner wearing deep V(back)

something behind the story

Back...

Summer's Desire inspiration:I love the theme song,but I hate it at the same time.This is how emotionally I am.

I dont think in real,the storyline can be so awkward.For me,too much of French kiss telling me,that man has a beast desire,not worth to get along.WongXIao Min,is a good actor.Was it because he came from China,not sure:Just feel that China has potential people and yet lot's of pretties..But non of my business..

hi my blog!

2010-06-20T08:46:00.000+08:00

Good morning to the world..
Back to blogging means I had exhausted to finish several tasks and yet it was enjoyable things for me to pass through .I have decided that I will face the fact leaving and facing heavenly Father :"hi,you really meant a lot to me."but for now,I gotta complete tasks given by Him so that I can bring this happiness to him.

Recently,I have been read through a news about blogging is getting rare among young people,they rather FaCEBOOK or twitter to socialize and keep up to date with others.Therefore,I am here to contribute my blog post..haha,no way!left for those "talented" blogger ..As I prefer to hang around at Fb because I posted all the wedding day photo there,you can view me as a bridemaid,camwhore with lots of pretty laa,artistic laa,disgusting laa...many more,hehehee..I found that was a good reason for me to do so.

Like what my sis said:'It JUST finished in a glimpse'...ops,unfortunately it rain that day or else the bride will hang around more,and me can walk like a butterfly from one table to another,imagine you wore a long dress and high heel everyone deserve to hang out la...hahaha,by the way the satin dress nearly knocked me down and we all scared this easily tear off material will cost us to pay,luckily just several muddy stain on it :*awful
the bridegroom express his 'unfortunate',what else can we do more?sudden feel that I have completed all the human goal ..i wanna whacked him geh,but he sounds right o...whateva la

then,there was a story behind that day which I get shocked .Dad drop his tear when he saw the video clip(some claim it just redness in his eyeball,whateva la)it is about themselves when being posted inside a video clip that day.back to home dad asking is that your church song in that video clip-baBA..MaMa..laaaaa%^%&%& ,I just dont know about it...My dad has his sentimental side that I did not discoveres it,he was dark and fierce in home and make me extremely angry,even curse him for him never support on what I am doing...sometimes i feel not...I cant cope well with him since xxyrs old..NEV..now he is going to reached 60,they seek about life too,pray hard for this matter..

Here,i would like to appreciate the effort from all the crew that participate in the parents day video clip(consider a 20 min movie)..yesterday night,I laugh,they laugh...but sadly,I know that sunday school parents from air panas,they dont know us...the video clip for them sounds like a group of strangers act like so-normal like other video clip,it may rate "so..so,I gotta see my child performance,come on..online I dont know about it ..ya,it mainly surrounded by Fb story.

And my actor name is:shirley lim(has her Fb PROFILE ,can search 'her' name,when I saw the wall post ..quite funny...my 'partner' raymond Tan...if got chance,a huge possibility that they long to post it on Fb long long time ago..oH no,feel shy neh...grrr!!anyway,nothing now..
Love the theme song that day
主的恩典，大大小小
主的恩典从头到脚
主的恩典不能忘掉。。
主恩丰富奇妙！
anything,google translate laa..hahaha

know nothiing..

2010-06-11T21:38:00.001+08:00

die..i ~~know nothiing~~ about the wedding flow..but tommorow I GOTTA pretend i know everythings...
The dress make me look like pregnant dumb..
I didnt study much recently,I scare every communication skill and academic english class,always gotta confront with english presentation and discussion.Not get used to it anymore...sienz,cant be the same class with my class buddy,but a good news is i can learn more from the indian and chinese banana expert..
gootaa do mask now...
My face getting larger,like pizza...
My nail I cant keep it longer,still fatty and short..
My leg still not get used to hig heel..
My mind still blurr for now..
Tommorow morning gotta wake up at 5am to have the make up session ,play and kill the bridegroom around 8am then reach church around 10.30am..
11am,the event goota start,all eyes will stared at those who walk in from the church entrance..It is not good,hope all going well...:(
My hand arr..damn fat leh!!!

2010-05-25T00:33:00.003+08:00

each envelope has 3 pair..

I have aunty attitude..

this is what i Have did that make parents qualify me to be a good 'daughter' laa..

ciba vision so generous,just simply filled in the survey form or if you are short sightness,let them know your eye power.Then, the 'one day color' alluring lens will send to your door step.Yang chenlin,taiwan artist is the ambassador..:'

Oh,i fill 3 survey form with 3 different address.I just received 2 for now...hahaaa..aunty leh

small discover

2010-05-25T00:04:00.006+08:00

this is diana Mini,it let you shoot half frame or small format picture using std 35mm film.it cost HK$470(which i duno how much)

tataaa...Does it look like an alien for you?with a little eyes on top of this 'machine'?

Lomo

this called colorsplash camera

need all of this tools,called them as Film la... every roll of them make different effect/output..

this is the output.small frame,small picture,small face..

Those of you who prefer colorful stuff may have interest on this stuff too..

2010-05-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

this is a box with lots of naked women inside.to see it clearly,you can invert the picture your own.

and beside the box,there are lots of blue uniform..do you found it familiar?
IF you look at this place,you still cant guess where is it,mean you are considered good citizen or normal malaysia AS YOU SELDOM enter bukit Aman,polica station.
OH,why i step inside,is because the bride asked the 'hamsap' tailor to sew those coat for his wedding...

x cut

2010-05-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

I cant resist cute stuff..i just cant,I dont want to act childish,but I tried,I even hide my dignity..
But at night,just like a witch I come out to visit those cute little princess,little sheep,or little Amos(because i dont have have any little bro and little sis in my real day) or just some little things..help help~~(shut up!)

above just some nonsense post,I am adult now,I can be kidult la....yeyeyeye...>.<

I walk inside the wedding boutique at SS2,Finally i choose the bride gown ady,not many choices,as chinese tradition dont have bridegroom wan..
After several attempt on those tight and extremly long gown,And for first time after 12yrs old,I am naked in front of a stranger(^^,the girl helping to changed those silly gown)
but i didnt catched any photo,then at last,they only let me try on a comfort and simple white plain gown with a gold ribbon in front,
yaa,just in your imagination,
A pregnant woman..
wuwuwu

OoooKIES?ok

2010-05-24T13:06:00.003+08:00

When saying fine,people didn't found it fine..
instead stupidly you believed that they just fine..shame on you lulla

When you tend to avoid attention,you get it moreee..
instead you don't want it, you hope those attention can be more on others,so they can feel better..

When you said more,people hate you more..
instead you found it doesn't important anymore...

When you look beyond on human,don't you ever done so lulla
instead look upon the highest,He knows you well..for always
(:

2010-05-14T17:17:00.003+08:00

you cant means you cant..no matter how hard you tried,those bullshit things dpnt want to listen anymore..even thou how hard you tried,the result still the same,pooor!!!especially,my manglish..i attend for basic english exam,i met a high standard lecture and low standard student like me,i get C+,my assignment mark is include,it damn messy too..
end up my result like this,ding ding..Sxxx..
back from Isetan sales today,i just drive my sis there but end up buy some inner wear,haha..then i log in FB,someone happily announced their result,i think they playy the fool in class still qualify to achieve result a bit lower than me only.Next time,isnt that i have to workl harder and harder,or no course suitable for me attempt..
It is fine,just continue in the midst,better than dreaming in the midst..
here is it:
CGPA :2.9978...i wan 3.2 above ah!
due to my poor english and critical thinking i cant achieve it,haizz...

word

2010-05-09T10:00:00.002+08:00

In this parents day:I ponder on this word

至于我和我家，我们必定是奉耶和华

Gladly parent days..

i got mission to do

2010-05-03T20:27:00.003+08:00

I just being invited by my churhmate to join an incredible famine workshop means starve.

Actually not realli,it just a child minstry trainning.To train those child have 8 famine hour,HAha..

Because it was impossible to for me to do so,therefore it was my wish to let them make it real,hehehe...

every 2hr especially during noon,i will search for food!serious,i Cant live without food and I will faint.Everytime i feel hungry,I showed bad temper and my lower body part will shaken,,,shakeshake...non stop.it usually happened at 4-6pm when dinner hour coming..

this is the event:

she said DO he said DO

2010-04-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

They said I can invite my friends coming too..oh no!!not really a good idea:x

this photo,make that guy sweat whole day and being scold by photographer,hahaha!!

this photo make my sis leg swollen the next day,hahaha..still more pose not post up here

this you will see,he has to run under the hot sun:P

marriage is abstract things for me..

In Jeremy,he is being warn not to marry,buy a land during war and do some out ordinary things in his life by God command.

Therefore,in future mean time,i believe there will be more disaster come,marriage will not be a neccessary.But it might not be..

anyway,For now.let us have some look through on their catch...actually it not really look like what you imagine in those photo..funny tiring and haiz tired..i am at there too!!tired la me!!

I get above photo from FB..view by everyone!hehee

heart beep heart bit

2010-04-19T10:09:00.003+08:00

Do you know what am i holidng?

tataaa..it was curry ayam Boom BUN bun..

extremly spicy oily+prawn aroma,prawn mee

Golden Fried RICEEE...ate by chiyan +JiaWEn

Before this let me grumble a while..haiyoh..nowadays,I :

easily get tired,shoulder pain la,back pain la..apply few dose of yoko yoko seems no use

easily anxious...i cant wait for too long for some urgent or important stuff

easily get high...till it make < ??? >in people mind,haaahaa!

And my heart feeling pain unusual,o! gonna get heart attack soon..Big possibility!!

I just realised I was an impatient man...

-------------------------Oh!Pak Li oH so Retro!

yea yea..4 primary students,they all grow up now!!:)

ya..i love retro stuff..you can see the design with all the fussy light that make a fussy group up there,love those effect althought not that natural,(emm,not really..)

most important that big gals likes to stick at those door.Yan yan,you look great in those photo,because you are slim,in primary days people said you are thin but now it shown on photo,you are slim..happy 20th~it will be a great great year no matter what gonna crash in life!Food for me is ok la,if you have chnace to step into it,please the retro living inside,what good was their service good la..smile all the way~

Unknown

2010-04-09T23:48:00.003+08:00

I met this little girl,she just 18 this yr witha big fish eye and funny charisma.

She was ci hui's sis,both of them are sweet and being known among tarcian.

As they join lot's of tarc function and event,they being known at the moment,and I know this little girl,kai ern..She is lazy but motivated and so funny.That time i lose a chance to chat with her when she comes sunday worship..haha..you can know more about her at blogspot..

But i dont think i have permission to post it here too..anyway her facebook was up to 2000+ people,a sweet girl with her lovely family~

I just have a feeling to post about her,i think that is the way a little girl should experience at her age,outgoing and sign contract to company.well,overall,she has baby fat but not least of personality.Her sis always camwhore with her,in her blog.And this girl,overall is lovely.

But I havent know her much just know her on FB and blogspot.

The end,I love stranger sometimes..

For no reason

2010-03-18T14:16:00.005+08:00

& other ridiculuos photo

yellow melon,yellow melon

Today,I make myself to be clean and tidy for no reason.

I dont even have time to breath and have my seat,stress for no reason!!

I keep on ignoring those wishes.But at last I admit it was my big day.

The next moment,somebody hand a hand-made yellow greeting card for me.I surprise for no reason.They snatch the card and pass around before reaching my hand.

Class break!This is the first time,I order PE canteen most expensive food at 4.5 bucks.Then,I feel wanna vomit for no reason.The next reason for me to get out for the class is,class end.Just before that,I ask lecture some question base on 3 diagram.Once, I step out,I feel embarassing for no reason.

Three table seat with girls are singing bIrthday song,then the whole school looking at me.Try to hide behind the corner but for that MCD sake.I walk calmly tothe table,and the song end.Oh,what I mention previously that I smell Mcd french fries is right,those girl say my nose have smelling problem.Fool me la!

Just have some so call group photo.I think is their birthday,they play they enjoy.Anyway,appreciation to their effort or else you think I am a bad girl!

Last but not least,a gang of old frenz spending wondeful night celebrate with me and those birthday wishes on FB really made my day.Finish my report.

What make me sad was,I received all ladies present this year.dress,panties...no more!:(i 'm baby i love gift!!!i wan moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............

book affair

2010-03-16T12:55:00.001+08:00

I met an old man in kinikuniya.He recommend me to read this book...hohoho
actualy i am finding info for my assignment there by taking photo on the pages i like.It was illegal!!!hahah

leng link leng

2010-03-09T20:56:00.004+08:00

apee buff day to leng leng

leng leng hapi birthday

kamsham Hamida

leng leng:
I didnt believe that we have stay together for 20 years,you change and you deserve to experience the change, you know?i know you feel sad on your appeareance,is it the matter?

People get along with you not with your nice dresses or well looking,they wish to spend more time with you on the way you live your life.I know you well right?

You think your life will end at 20th right?not really,you live untill 20th ady,you can work-it was a legal age to be employ,you can undergo surgery if you decide to cut on your face,you can make decision while no one oppose you,you can hang out with girl or boy no one feel it is weird.You can choose the way you wan to live or lead by God,himself.

I am lack of confident
ans:therefore,your answer is clearly shown which is the second option.He will never be wrong.
Have faith in your 20th big day!

from:leng leng

glad to have those celebration,messaging,seems a little things BUT it reallyyyy make me joyful for whole day,leng leng

why should I?

2010-03-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

I have a disgust feeling:unintend to join any of their conversation

Firstly,not concern on the matter they care and the topic seldom caught my attention(it is my problem,we have to deal with different personality)

Second,I adjust myself to get involve in their conversation.I admit I cant clarify well on what I'm trying to 'bring' out sometimes.(i mean my speech is such confusing sometimes)

Third,I give all my effort to make a friendly and warm why smile aLL the times(hope they wont think I look stupid with that spec)

Last,I just want to be nice with them,they turn at my back and try on to evaluate on my spoken word and view point(I know,I gift with a pair of super ear)It just small matter in which people commonly feel it was normal to said that.And I think i'm being discriminate when I get along with those banana.Hey,people I know you all graduate from Chinese school,me too why cant you all accept this norm and stop giving me those ego face!I think it will be first ever in my life,to have a face to face argument with you all!war begin!

No,I will not.Maybe I have to love you all more..more..more...~~

seat and sit and fun

2010-02-26T15:50:00.003+08:00

basically what i study now,the foundation of art and social science.When i first enter the classroom,a 21yrs old thick make up girl open the door for me.I found surprise at her uneven skin tone after applying the makeup,she lead me to a gang of banana.Maybe they still didnt find out that,I 'm more familiar to chinese language that time.

Then,the next day.When i step into the utar compund,I met a ipoh oh-so-fair girl in which she favour in her own humour.She introduced me to those emo 'prettylicious' broadcasting student boy in future...Nothing much,I continue my class...still trying to get along with her gang which are talking non stop,I SURRENDER the next day.

I choose not to sitting with anyone,sudden feel of being isolated,regret..during the economic class,lecture wan assignment to get set in group.argh,everyone in group while me still stunning there.Suddenly,one Man with 190cm height ,a fat,they all thought him at 30th in which he speak cantonese with me whether to join him ,I almost faint!luckily,an indian girl come to me,wanna join us?(a big wink)hooray,they invite me to sit with them...

thereby,I met another gang now.this the last gang which I feel more easy when involve with them.They laugh on whatever I try to mention,and another little girl(she just 18th this year) slap me on first met and laugh so awkward(for me laa..).She is xiao wen.

End of my being 'seated'.xiao wen is a little girl with ambitious to be a phycologist.For me,she is more easy being physco and straight minded,what important her math is better than me ma(this is very important) but she feel struggle in english language.Everytime,she fetch me to the crowded bus stop so that I can back home little bit earlier.it sounds nice,but sadly i can only get along with this funny girl but not others that well.

It is better than those week.I still suffer in adjusting my time,mental and outlook.I look ugly with spec and old outfit.
TOday,is still the same but I can make a grin:)

phone ring

2010-02-04T15:39:00.002+08:00

I have been salute with my failure at the moment,it may last forever or the other way round,success.

Why always me again,am I so much deserved to go through all this complicated human circumstances just because I'm human.Even the smaller kid can beat my attitude and they going extremly well.I read and read,sometimes those word can save in my comfort zone,just I still that quiet.Their behave make my heart sank,rise and confuse.

And why am I the one who move the first step,why not you?where are you all when I really needed you all.I have been thinking the worst part in future.I just cant see that far~~

mommy mum mum

2010-01-07T13:37:00.002+08:00

hey boy,you will not own that chubby face anymore...

All the face you seeing here may stay or 'fade'...
keep in your heart that they are always your family when you still stuck you finger in mouth...
May God be with you just as He does on us~

Love yaa...WHEN you still in 1 years age ^P^

If you ponder on my word:I'm wearing star >>><<<

well,just try it...

2009-12-26T13:56:00.007+08:00

photo:ops sorry,if auntie accidentally taller than anyone yaa! :D

I love wearing high heels because they make me feel sexy, partly because of the height, partly because of the fun "click click" sound they make when I walk. They also change the way you walk - you have to swing your hips more. They also let me express my 'personality' in the ones I choose.sometimes...
I might not claim that high heels are comfortable, as some dear friends of mine do, but that is not necessarily a mark against them.From my little experience,you need a fun start with 1-2inch height before go on for the gorilla heel like 3-6 inch.6 inch just for pop start or shortie,dont ever try it~~Trained your knee muscle more and you can adjusted to it.

So,I start my day with 2 inch.And run in the mall to grab the latest movie ticket with the black anna nucci,luckily no bruised or leg swollen after 4 hours walk.Love it!will train myself more for NO reason...laa...
last,when you stick to a nice shoe it brings you far>>
p/s:Glad iko reached the spot safely that night...

cupcake affair

2009-12-18T14:35:00.002+08:00

There is rarely in Kl you wish to find a lovely work that look sweet and fun in your eyes.I think this Yumi baker at my housing area is the one!

Put a step inside with few girl busying.They hand me some flip flop for me to go through.Few demo classes favour my appetite,like bee sting,chiffon cake,cookies,biscuit,cupcake etc...yum yum,love it.

If I want it,I really mean it.I apply for this job and have a walk in interview the next day.I get a hateful reply they said I can go BACK will get an inform if we think you can do Full time ,stick our Yumi baker forever ever.Damn!(well,this is what I read into their eyes.I guess it is right!)

2 days over.Their chef didnt called me up...so I go for my vacation xD dada~a big ignore ~

Finally, I beg some nicePenang people refer them as Penang Lou to make me have a 3 days 2 night stay.DEAL~
Day-set
partner with no schooling-set
transport-set
mood-halfway set..
money- not really set

countdown to 28th,1pm will reach this fussy land with chicken xin(hate it,she's the one who free) with my seng seng perhaps.

check it out: food and pretty licious face photo loaded to favour those busy,yeepi yeepi!Lol
the end of my Cup cake affair~click

silence

2009-12-10T14:56:00.002+08:00

Do you all feel quiet?

It just because I'm sick no one bother you all,cough~~

I get flu maybe it was H1N1 after back from that chicken country trip?
I saw many trendy ladies and women line up outside the LV,Prada and Gucci shop.You can saw their eyes glow with fame,shock me!

What shock me more was the Datuk Yeong also inside one of the Lv shop at that area with few line of black suit bodyguard surrounded the shop,the next day newspaper state" She went Yi An town to design a warm feeling room for girls to try their LV outfit."

You can see how bore I wrote about this,you will feel how bore I am there.
End up buying few underwear back from that chicken country...
quiet...

food bazaar

2009-11-30T13:50:00.002+08:00

Attention to all sushi fans out there please be hurry to catch this ultimate priceless buffet if you hope to lose weight or gain weight at the same time.I can guide you there in order to enjoy this healthy yet nice sushi decor during lunch hour.I am willing to do so!!!
But make sure you have a gold card(student card) and have a big mouth,no?big appetite will do~~
see you there~~^^

hello Mitty

2009-11-26T11:24:00.003+08:00

away for few weeks time,in case there are any tsunami or earthquake happened at Kl.I will know it as I still in the Kl region.
It was a tough job to be a helper or teacher to give a good 'image' to little big boy or girls there.
While me still strive hard to be a good girl at the same time.Of course,you know me I wont behave well also by scolding or punish by anyone.
Yet God can teach me painful lesson and be safe at the same time,ops...

that camp side asking me whether join them for hiking,I think I should go.It was first ever in my life to step at the peak of the mountain and breath at the cold atmosphere and view the 'salt egg'(sun rise).Or maybe it turn out to be a leg sprain and hectic trip.NOOOO....
who knows what gonna happened,but it just not important...???
I make myself transform into a Hello Mitty after gainning inspiration from Jusco Disney sale...hehe~~!

yeepi!

2009-11-20T10:50:00.003+08:00

If you ever think of something,you may look at him.

You are right,a guy that look damn sweet always.But not guarantee he will be your choice of dream,it is belong to mine now,hahahaha^^

in order to make him look great,I will make some intoduce on him to you all.

He,who I met in 2009,super shine and radiant skin guy with a big grin on his face always not least with the think eyebrow that wing his look all the time.

I dont know why i can have such strong depression when I dont have time to look at him,means I love stare at him,cant help it...

Oh well,it was jsut a current shock...perhaps you wonder what is our conversation at first met.below:

he:hey(he greet first -clap)

me:so free

he:so tired...work hard

me:oh..

he:you may not know how tired to be a hardworking person...

me:(angry a bit)then reply with a stupid smile

suddenly,my body felt so itchy.Then i laugh non stop.

he:monkey

me:grr...

he:why sometimes you look just like a monkey baby

me:i am not just a baby,I can ruin your harworking!

he:by how?

me:by act like monkey baby

Then,the amosphere turn damn weird which i cant express why.I saw him stare at me for few second till I cant hold my breath...

what I do that moment?

me:hmm

he:your absence has made my heart grows fonder. I never knew that I would miss you that much.I somehow regretted, when you were still here, I took it for granted and the chance has now slipped away.

me:i still here ...??

he:no,I tried hard to look for you. All the usual spots that you would usually appear, now are emptied. I couldn't even catch a glimpse of your shadow.

me:you mean previously?sure,we not knowing each other until you talk to me..haha

he:i think i started to fall in love with you

pause

me:yes you can because you are samuel chen !!

finally,we together..how lovely..surprise!!!

me:hehe

prepared for tommorow

2009-11-19T12:03:00.004+08:00

yea yea..
Due to sick,i cancel all my class trip....
yea yea~~due to my shyness i cancel the make up session posting...

and stay at home playing wii start from tomorrow>>>
all are welcome to step into Wii world with me!!!veee~~~

happy halloween

2009-11-05T12:11:00.003+08:00

i will show you all what i have learn from her soon...surprise!!
and happy halloween!!and happy big girl day to iko iko...

laa...

2009-10-31T18:40:00.002+08:00

TIRING...seriously I hate shopaholic..they are abnormal,I will died if I'm them...
OG..IMM..DAIso...bugis...little india...china town...etc...
I wanna burn all the shopping complex in the world!!!

few more paper to go....ursh !ursh!

my study weak

2009-10-14T11:58:00.005+08:00

calculator...data sheet...

campbell with little ant inside

ya...it was study week,i still have time for doing my stuff as I was too confident in preparing my final.But I can show you all something which I have done before I go for exam tomorrow which happened up there.I have done all my math paper1 past year while having supper with campbell instant soup and spicy hotdog at midnight.hummp...not enough for a student poor in algebra,mourn for me...

I dont understand why human taken advantages from others and they replied we only take your disadvantage as my advantage...oh,that is how it be.

I dont think this situation where a girl persuade another better driving skill person purposely borrow her dad's car to teach her parking at her homeyard.Just because once she ask her some stupid math by fetching her to her home.that her refer to myself.Sometimes i just too naive...haa...I think somedays those who take advantages on others will be fully taken by others too...hmmheeeeheee...

we shouldn't do so,baby lulla~~

hmm...

2009-10-07T21:46:00.003+08:00

do you familiar with Beyonce...that booties?!yaa..
she is coming...hmm...
hmm....hmmm......

pmr exam gootta END...Means some else is coming...hmm...hmm...how can they be so enjoy!!!unfair!!!nevermind you all get what you paid off...hahaha!!!

can i GO isetan this week?I wanna see only...no,touch a while..no just ...hmm...

hmm hmm post end~

dizzy morning and fallen night

2009-09-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

Night in the sleeping room.I thought I can do something.

The clock at exactly 7 morning. Got in the car and repeat the urban scene on the way.
That was all.
Three night in the same place was unusual, but figured great life change was worth a change in my routine.
When someone got comfortable in their seat,they do this…maybe due to lack sleep or anxiety before step to that side. For still looked back to decision they had been made. again in my heart: “we handle this?”part due to her lost ,the head of charge. It ruins team spirit in me. No offence taken. Again, “does it make a difference? One person or three?” two fellow still joined after final hectic pray and asked.

Ya..right now we there~.

A hard day. Previously I tilt it to the light suddenly saw something wrong with the grouping and it fixed as usual.Well,overall just fine..nah~I care more on this.eww,it just some obvious early conclusions.

We had been introduced with quiet cascade of names and strange eye contact and all in group.After finish that ‘no direction’ game in that stupid dark,laid on the warm bed wanna exploded in a scream.The scream died into silence and screw my eye shut.Rewind my participation and a push those introvert which include myself!Thinking she mean her lack during playing,listened for minute try not to hurt myself or anyone that need support as they really just have little lack in some field.

Off the light.Usually this kind of moment doesn’t end happily.In washing room worry the eye bag look tomorrow.I knowed the team have same feeling,we just didn’t shown it.Make a deep pray and zzz in first night>>quite fussy huh?!

Yahoo!

I am revising my conclusion the next day.The brezzy morning blessed with the sparkling light by sun. All baby wake up and have some run…have their first lesson which may be no sense at all for part of them.

Still puzzle,actually I feel glad when we played strategically during captain ball fantasy.In my heart,ya..keep on going where I start loving those cutie fellow that moment. For His choice never wrong and the next few days playing,eat,talk,Indian drama etc.The group growth in spiritual life and laughing(haa) where they really bunch of quiet, cute and small baby. Thanks for His wiped to my cloudy mind,the group(Jonathan) may not be the best but I know how to enjoyed during the camp for first time.

It just so rare if you think I tend involve so much all the while,it wasn’t…
There was unnecessary conclusion for Him blessed a bunch of nerd never on a predictable pattern.I mean it went pretty much how you would expect.You know~
No?no sugar?haa…

jelly jelly

2009-09-23T16:23:00.006+08:00

I am still worrying about something which seems far distance away from my situation now but it seems not…

Back,I still remember when that little SunWan grabbed back a peanut stone where all team represent requested to do so.Guessed what they want us to do with it?Made a light-float hot air balloon that can landing smoothly from a 3rd floor building.Imao!that time I imagined what if he backed with an enormous stone.For sure everyone will bursted into laugh thought he wanna proof he was taller instead..hahaha ..luckily not?!No,it makes no advantage!!!

Why?we too naïve and too proud to our sure win little stone before we completed it with other stuff like plastic bag,string,…don’t know what we have done with all those crazy stuff which ended up with the rocket speed parachute among them.The fast and down furious in 2s if human inside sure sayornara~~sayornara~~Most of them commented and laughed at that colorful ‘jelly fish parachute’,photo willl be uploaded soon…you will know how naïve we are..haha!

The photo didn’t catch my look when that Jieming thrown it from that highhhhh…It just like a jelly fish that died at the sea side..how horrified at the end!!

O~let’s talked about how others not too naïve group,they applied all physic theory,math method?to make it float on air~damn impressed la,the even bigger peanut can floated for 6s!some of them using Hush puppies bag,black garbage bag but no one used orange garbage bag like us!!!grr!!and don’t know where the hell they got those cellophane tape and real string while we run wild in the field to find the stick, thrown garbage bag…and more silly stuff>>>

this team lo,kaevin there applying his physic and engineering idea i think...

So, be humbled next time …yiakyiakyiak!

song lead

2009-09-23T16:18:00.005+08:00

That last night programmed supposed to start at 7pm which differed from previous dinner time where we still enjoy meal there.I am totally unnotified of that until meiHui informed me.Rush to the conference hall and make a brief practice with Catherine and renYi where some of them rushed in already.

Just rush as we already late for 15minute.Thanks to SunWan help me bang the door and turn off light above me.I knowed I have to make a ‘brave’ start now.Come on~

I was standing here:the backrop hand made by lydia chuah(see?down)she's geng!right one was previous parent's day backdrop.

Sing along…I don’t really saw behind as too many hand and head blocked the back.Then at front roughly saw tianXin didn’t raised her hand when I told them to raise their right hand(perhaps I talk in fast manner).Try to slow down,even my teaching step have little vary from what I taught them at first.nah..that small eye hennxen give me a big eye.Overall,they just enjoyed the move babehhhh!!! But obviously not many hard memorized action and way getting ready their heart for next action---KungFu stage..hohoho!

But really not worry they can followed my step as long in Lord we praised Him.

That’s why so many movement and cheer lead song that night !opsie ,ended too early before 7.45pm came….(7.30pm)hahahahah!

drama

2009-09-23T16:10:00.006+08:00

If you really wonder what KungFu stage all about.I can borrowed you the video drama …soon>>>
Ya,it was drama-opera,cartoon,rap,Chinese opera,robot and indian style.Which one you prefer?

Nah..indian style better hee…I learnt an Indian ‘phrase’…yuan de bun nen na,fang de bun nen na,san de ye bun na na~~nothing much to said I spoiled my image!!! We practiced till stomach pain in that 20min,so much of joy.The drama based on given storyline from bible.The storyline for Jonathan group was about Jonathan and David,this two ‘in love’brother lo…

There was a group call Joshua.tianXin play the role as the Jericho building that collapse after 7 ‘shouting’ cycle by peoples.you know how she played?after saying,: “the town collapse!”she ‘pok’ and falled down!!!A great job!

And there was one group act as robot.I wondering and how far from my imagination they played so well,well expressed storyline yet not much appreciate by panel judges.anyway,yiJun’s bro give a poker face and twist his hand like miao miao cat and some robot pronounced dialogue, damn real man!Thus,being nominate as one of the best drama King but crash down by leejun hong that always that…no surprised~:P

Hate to said that,the Joseph group won the best drama!They all really perform well and can have rewind some more after fallen down thus impressed the judges!And hUi act as people wife yo,haa…no scare at all,maybe this was her nature~haa…Congrat!Joseph!No denied junHong act well in Chinese opera style but for me he more like a monkey.

Other,lazy to noted here.>>>

here something to share from this little girl:

which was front?

which was back?

innoncent game

2009-09-23T16:09:00.001+08:00

You can seeee damn enjoy when have friends joined camp together.The last night Hui and tianXin decided to play some odd game in the dinning hall during supper.Then,this innoncent game quickly become an addiction.Just use you figure mind and hand,that’s it.

More and more innoncent joined us…They all so highhhh..played to almost 12am.On our way back to dorm I saw others still having fun there as we have to be in bed at 12am.I thought they will back soon instead!grr,I hope to run down and use my dorm leader identity to chase them up,not fair!.hey,you thought I do it?no use when they still played…

Laa…In dreamz...back tomorrow>>>

bye

2009-09-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

I will never forgive a guy shout at a girl with whatever reason,no!no!no!
Last day in CIV rawang,gonna back…All gone back to their usual school and job life.Will they still remembered the day,the moment,the meaning behind this camp.May time forward give decision.

As usual,some open speech or appreciation for all campers.My bumblebee,qiHao from Kepong church talk so muchhhhh,really thanks him lo..No chance for our tf committee,people shy wat~qiHao,how can treat me that cool while act so girl in front all!crazy!

As usual,some tear some laugh some sad…some poker(me)…some ???

Anyway,back damn sleepy and body pain*whole day*whole night*

Part 3 (accident )

2009-09-15T12:48:00.002+08:00

She is in reverse gear and the car leapt backward as she jammed her foot down on the accelerator hard . With an almighty effort I shout ‘STOP’ with a horrified to look back,something there(girl sense)!We stunned in the air when the red devil persona hurtling behind us.What a fast relief nothing happened to her rear bumper and the gorgeous persona fine! Yea…I care more on my flavour,Persona!

Yesterday banging already jolted me out. I clear my throat and telling my dear cousin : “you just lucky!!!”As dad keep on telling her how fish am I during last day car accident, prove she makes mistake too!haha!
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None that I can think from my little car appearance that it has a quite bad ‘inner injured’ that cost few hundred buck after back from service ‘checkup’.The driving speed vary from norm when I drive back from that day accident but I didn’t realised it can hurt so much~phuuhhh..

Sympathy the car and cousin who’s driving manual that tend holding her pedal clack all time.grr///

Just to be naïve today when I using the Green box voucher.I trap in a business trick, not much to said.

It worth a lot after many hard time we reunion...cry for us~ sympathy us…huhuhuhu..
Although just few distance apart(few km) just due to some childish reason between relative we cant met up. Time decide everything, we grew up we drive!She was now Jesus’ baby. She reaches my home safely today~we play….camwhore…crape….sing…play

We neglect the past,we live at present in behold of Lord~ Expect to hear from her soon>>>

yesterday trauma

2009-09-14T10:23:00.001+08:00

Still thinking yesterday accident.I am too kind to obey and submit the cash to that guy when my mom told me about this.I felt myself met up a snatch theift!Instead I should strongly insists it was small case,am I too young to be bully?my father nearby and he knew many copes!..bla..frighthen that big eye man.Seriously I hateeee looking at big eye man,they look so crazy and mystery.
And this morning,mom frighthen me again with a purple porridge.wan pengsan...think it was sort mix of potato and something else.It was amos yummy,not us!

I have part 2

2009-09-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

Sunday as usual fetch my churchmate back from Air panas.
Thanks to the new traffic light where I stuck in hectic traffic.
Things going on smoothly just in a glimpse both of us jump. ‘pong’?‘pang’? o well~I bang the saga bumper due to the unfocused break at instance when turning into a curvy corner.

My brain was empty.Walked down and saw that old fashion uncle fold his arm and regard me with a word ‘see this’.YA, what happened was just the bumper almost drop out which at first I didn’t saw any wrong to his car.I said lightly and told him wait a while.

Hui,help me called my brother in church.No answer..
Called dad,line unreached.
My head pops out from inside.That man said in this case need 30 or 40 dollar(increase paid,see?!)I am so lazy to denied anymore and happily gave him-borrow it from Hui.

Barely knowing what am I doing.My mind keep thinking why I can be so dreaming and not pray before drive nowadays!
Try not to sound so desperate glad to have happy first ever crashed on the road double up the new experience!Screwing up my courage to drive back where I feel uneasy with the manual movement of that car that time.

I am a nervous wreck try message Hui telling her I back safely but I’m still in the journey.Yupe,I sms while drive!so freaky right!Suddenly,I stop at the traffic light again I saw a Malay guy on the road open another kancil car door and give a punch to another driver,maybe they have accident too?no mood to look at those drama.NOT NICE!!

What I learnt form this accident was bring more cash when you drive!haha!Visa not always be there for you,they advertise they lie!just fast and easy in someway else but not this!!thanks sis hui to crash with me,hope she fine!vee…
Proceeded my future lesson with God bless.
I will love you more little car~~twink*

fcuk

2009-09-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

Fierce lion identity reveal.She rather shout than speaking smoothly and sometimes it’s slow going pop out sxxx, go mati,tak da otak,apa la!#%#^%$%
Jiang jiang!Is me!Just found out this ‘ability’ during my drive:)

I have no patient on the road.

If you didn’t drive,you may not realized you can have such feeling~

Today what a fish day in Wangsa Walk mall(WaWa,I named it).walk around gently get a sudden shocked:”Ahhh!!!there TGI Friday,Fos.,TGV…etc..look like mid valley leh! bla bla bla all the way with my best kaki,bei bei.Actually,only few shop opened.hehehe…

At noon,I sent my churchmate back to air panas.Now can reveal my ‘ability’ again!Imao!I forget there was PASAR malam. Turn round round round happily met this bald stubborn uncle.I let him go his way,he scolded me!!Hard to explain so I draw it out>>>>>

W-is me B-black (him).
black spot-cars that stuck in traffic jam.

Briefly explain here.
It was one way and this black car rush in.I let him cross the road in front of my way in order to do so I reverse a bit.Then,I saw him scolding me madly inside his car.While me bubble many rude word in my car.(I cant listen,neh neh neh..car window there lalala).At this moment,I hope he fights with me and I bang him…kidding!!

Finally reached home by the roadway bei bei teach me previously.
What A nice discovery!!

May I in love with those high hee!!bei bei,they need me back to visit them again~~yiak yiak yiak!

x

2009-09-01T11:45:00.003+08:00

yea..profile undisclosed.

I told many lies that I did not own a blog.

that is it.

Those who can view this are pity fellow.Hahahaha.you'll meet this insane from time being!!

2009-09-01T10:48:00.000+08:00

eww...
his hair was grey,short and neat.
he kept himself balanced hardly where the tree trunk block his way.
his mouth didnt talked much as he talked.
he about 20th staying relentlessly aware of everything that was happening around him.
Be the same survived long jungle tours.
few million people.few million stories in this naked city he lived.
Tour end let's get back to where he belongs..hard years!!!*
He saw his old man packed his things and rush down the stairs before it rain.He get his call after few glimpse adn told him return to get back his car key.he stared at him about five foot nine,black complexion and thick black hair.He must be almost sixty now.
He waited at the window and waited him step in his car after loaded all his pack into backseat.Under the rain,he saw his horror and anxious.The man who waited for his death at this age.
He who stared.Close his heart and eye and laugh madly.Next second,take a sleep into dream.Dissapear...
Dont ask him where he should go.He think worse and fear to believe his dream.
Dissapear into the jungle.heart beating.

doctor GIGI

2009-08-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

I have to see Azlina babehh..

Time for dental checkup again.

drive sis there while she keep show off her newly buy black shit spec.

Luckily I'm arrived.

Waiting for century so STUDY applied math there:)It was due to the reason previous appointment has been delayed.Damn pity la me just for a scaling need waited for 4 hours!(incluce time for sis turn)

SMILE*

last remind,before back we rob all the teeth tool,whitening kit,dental floss,sensodyne etc on the rack in order to finish her company claim before end of this year.

the last last remind from doktor:

dik gigi bersih takde lubang tapi gusi tak sihat.Dan gigi tahan(naan teeth) dua belah hampir tumbuh,kalau tak sakit tak yah cabut.TAPI sebelah tumbuh senyet ada makanan 'stuck' kat dalam nanti takut gigi depan rosak pulak.better go for surgeri

reply in my brain:

doktor you rob i pun tak de wang cabut.Saya akan bersih gigi tiap tiap kali !bye bye doktor,kalau rosak saye balik ya!!

smile*

mama not home ...

2009-08-29T14:33:00.000+08:00

mom not home!!..so?

Food bazaaar!!Imao!!

reason:her birthday

buy her a slice of cake at dont know what san frans. cafe while the cake can take my life.:Xdamn xxxx

duck duck bring us to renovate Cheong Fa!!Just few choices in a menu to ensure no headache.nice wo~

Amos playing with duck duck.I didnt lie,there was fish in the aquarium:)

xxbit order this Chicago paco drink~shit things claim by them as normal as green tea~for me just fine la..love the bottom blue layer,cant help it!!hee..

big bowl of fish head meehon soup...

sat:(she out for something..)

hey let's have some ramadhan set..

finish my kebab..what?!few second finish already la!hee...

nOT REALLy kebab as you can see..few vege with fishball and hotball.But the flavour is different,quite nice.You can try if you want buka puasa.

buurppp!

1

2009-08-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

hey,look here!come on..

We test who are the coward at the Crowd!

while me catch shot with baby 'jesus'.Jessy said same like Amos..last but no least! fascinate with this dolll...what is that?hahahA!

sad..mourn for the death of this patung..:believe me I bring seng there but he has camera shy.

WE can have different view of thinking different way of posing and act different crazy way.We still the same,Malaysian!

WHY SAID SO? 1 malaysia COMing....Hapi 5x anniversary!!

photo adopt from Julien.THANKS!

1 MALAYSIA!we're together although both of us celebrate Merry Merry Christmas in Singapore 08'!!hahaha!!

no salt

2009-08-21T14:43:00.003+08:00

sometimes we just have to be friends with them.

I know them well in 3 days times..ops,2 days..

I quit my relationship with them at 2nd days..

I prefer hot and spicy friends...

at morning,I friends with green tea,yogurt and little egg.

they seems nice at first..but later,too hard to cope with them!

at noon,swimming with the mackerel fish...

something there..

it was something there..greenish..nourish green..awful..nice to see bad to touch!heee...

at finally I lost 1.5kg(water fluid)

the next day I gain double,dont worry!!:)

peanut

2009-08-14T22:13:00.003+08:00

Peanut!I bury my head in my hands.I’m trying to keep calm,but inside is a great well of terror.I have to face it.I have made a mistake?desperately move on.Everybody left the class few month before we left.Am I angry or sad?They did nothing wrong.

It is raining.Cold.

something to delight myself to get a move on here.perhaps…

Yes,it is nice to have one’s family around one.Baby Amos arrived just in time!He no longer sponge bob and can be kick to sky.poor little things getting thinner and thinner:Sis back again with her big luggage with lot’s of japan stuff like charcoal face mask,nose pore pack and facial mask,nail stuff, eye lashes etc..try on that eye lash but funny turn out to be pair of peanut eye.While sis blink pretty with it,awesome!!How can it be?i mean her eye smaller than mine suppose to be get bigger than her one.Wonder...

Face start to look like a popped balloon.3 days diet plan start tomorrow .Choose Swimming as my weapon to become a little peanut. Want healthy!

What next?Never ever do this. This morning walking by and glimpse at their community service stuff without greet to shin shin,feel bad now. She told me sometimes she wish to do so to me.=O…maybe things back to normal after the camp. Happily that Hui and baby sweet will join!It means a lot...

Shin~
I am sorry I did not have opportunity to speak to you when you busy.To say how sorry for your loss but I am not responsible to it.I always felt that you was neither too tired nor too selfish?yes,I am thinking that way however not important.You really have to return,back to your responsible.
Paris lullaby/

And what else,study lo~everyday,every second..eye wont leave the book,no way!steal a look at the TV set ...peanut!..

Like I said,it still raining.Go now~Good day.

DOLL

2009-07-31T10:16:00.002+08:00

TAtaa!

GET THIS BOOK FROM SENG SENG PLANET.
When the sky dawn,when my age laid,It only appeared!!
haiz,I have sew few collection before by learning it from some webpage but I ruin their life ...
Eye not match with Nose and the Body composition silly!funny creature~~

Since this book can guide me well I will get some time to deal with this little creature and send as gift for my buddy if possible.
Ohh...see when I have the precious time and get back my 'doll of interest'..

This book fly back from seng seng planet,singapore.
That is why I said,Seng hopes I will forget about him...hee...

save their life

2009-07-31T09:25:00.003+08:00

Last night I killed a motorcyclist identity on the road near sri rampai pasar malam.

He was an indian and ride along was his indian wife.My little Wira 'bang 'at them and they rebounced!DONG YIAO..dong yiao

I can seeee the women shock expression and she away from her back seat while the Indian guy looking back from his green motorcycle.

So,I will remind myself that no more playing a fool at road and care every single life.The motorcylist experinece higher dead risk than others..

(*they rush out from crowd and didnt looking back,I saw them.And a sudden break immediately knocked their tayar but nothing.Save.

we gone..)

One nigth,I am going mad with this sudden incident.

Here some picture I catch at 12 midight when I gotta hugging teddy bear for sleep.I heard what a **noisy horn from understair and have a look..

(Figure 1.1:you can see the truck is stuck in the middle where it can just turn stering few round to get it straight and gone..but it just reverse straight and nearly bang the little car beside them... and horn at whole village teddy time!!)

(Figure1:2:All the car waiting from back..1...2...3..more..what can they do?the truck owner order them to reverse back..it was a crazy..they obey,what can do?!)

(3rd catch:ok,all the once the car owner being woken up and move their vehicle away..only then,the truck gone!!)

michael death

2009-07-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

I hate Michael Jackson silent murderer. His skin!!

Incredible whitening product give my face tone differ from the neck which rather dull.I just notice fool by the whitening facial foam wash by Body shop.
Sometimes,I inspect my face closely …and remind me the day stay with those ridiculous facial product around14th when I have serious serious face problem. If anyone know when the day all the face product can’t work on the baby face anymore?soon...haa..

stop?No,because it will ruin at next second. Take up my mind change using honey face cream by Loccittate, more natural which I think but it wouldn’t make much different.

Michael,I understand your skin feeling.The day you feed them they demand more and moRE and MORE or else it kill.

Anyway,not really agree those people who didn’t apply any facial product or sunblock when step into the sunny Malaysia.At least not a torn or naked face walking out,the dust and UV light will burden your skin more than those heavy makeup sexy chic. It was true!OH ~well,I only realized the importance of applying sunblock now only..haa, using AQuaos UV block it so fluid and gentle on your face and body.

.People bother your skin as day go on I can tell you here. Strongly mention that,it was skin not your appereance,it different..dont worry about the wrinkle as day go on for

‘as for the saint who are in land,they are the glorious ones in whom is all my delight’
Psalms16:3
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Paris lullaby,may your life delight God's eye not your skin la..:)

human nature

2009-07-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Human nature
How exactly did she knows we purposely drive 30min just to see the baby.I really don’t like that desperate face and sounds so gobsmacked :”you all thought baby is barbie meh~play fool on him…”I wake at this second to an unfamiliar,smooth white ceiling above me.
The same things other groups of people doing or even dramatically to little baby ,she just Okay.fine..(winkle)
If my sis will not back for a month,I wouldn’t drive there..stupid!

You can see how a lovely mummy protect her baby with stereotype? who knows..Anyway,she just impressive for her baby.

Plus….even the time go on,baby doesn’t really relate to me(cruel?the condition not allowed k..)

Next,I get band 3 for Muet fresh released .I get 36/90 marks for my essay which I know my brain cell lack of info for all those chicken essay statement ..it so dull!me tak tau inggeris only can like that lo…haa..

I got lot to say,take a breath first..hooo

Oh!Um…yes! love to mention my classmate love them so much~~
Haih,I think human should live in large gene pool.what it mean by is you shouldn’t compare too much among your peer but learning from them.
You know my result is bad laa she still love compare with me and other stuff . I can observe it alllll the time .so,I dont study because of her,scare she nervous..haa,no lah just avoid her …haaa
God give what a human deserve laa..or else human will ‘collapse’.

Some random story here..
I will vomit with the scene that the male dog surround the female dog just to attract her attention.it so disgusting,just disgust la..
If the female dog ignore him,male dog will totally sad which she know it will ruin a strong,brave and smart male’s heart.She knows not her problem..
.I agree la,YOU?

Last,i burn all sem 3 note..(just in dream)..haa…

brow

2009-06-29T10:31:00.005+08:00

what's inside?

let's start the Benefit tour with Sleeping beauty

shhhh...she's having her wonderful dream,shoeeeee that nut prince away!!

nevermind?!

invade!!!!

Shhhh...

we met uncle einstein

puhh,prof.I'm brighter than you are

hee..

catch what uncle einstein said up there

here's are 'the Gal'&

dr.feelgood

a way BRIGHTER

than him..

~oo~

the skin as monroe

ouch..take you hand

oFF

shine with sweet Marilyn today!

way to its cosmetic bar

woah..eye catchy..

well~

end the journey with

BROW wings

sleeping beauty back to sleep

zzz

it's

not belong to me

rude

2009-06-23T13:25:00.002+08:00

23 days Sengseng away from home. Far more concern, it was dying:)

Totally out of my mind now! Where’s those day that Paris lullaby bear with the rude and out of sense. What an extraordinary morning rush back without attend the last lecture with fire burn+++++ in my heart….

There’s a lot of seat! Will you all die if didn’t sit together while purposely drag table chairs just to stick with those boy during lecture in classroom (sem2)?How can that be making me like a fool to sit at the MIDDLE of the class .Whole class look me as weirdo for 1 hours..!!!

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I curious girl that yawn for boy all days and cant survive without them! For some boy species around age 20th love criticize girl as bitch,talk at people back act like girl being sensitive,too observant on their wear ,habit etc…What an unscrupulous man!

Far more concern those girl that stay along with them still exists.you know why?Those girl complementary with those boy !It happened I swear!

At SEM 1,rarely chat that 3 boy until SEM 2 the girl feel free to stick with them except me. Then,they said I’m ignorant(from my sharp hearing)..Fine~~time pass they can be kind enough to chat with .
Now they judge me as ignorant even thou’ you start getting along with them..

I wanna voice out for my silence as you all always skip class by being lazy pig and now the girl being noisy all day in class it continuously disturb my study~it was last sem now man,why didn’t focus on your study!

Date the 2 girl playing badminton for few times,but I never join you all since I have my date and worry on my Tauhu leg .NOW purposely avoid you all as you all not leng zai too..haa..I scare the badminton racket will accidentally ….xxx ..!what bad was the girl saying me will never participate .Yaa…it come true..haa…
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And for those famous boy in class … haiz..I understand it was intimate condition,but man it so childish for me.Dont ever discuss the girl it just scare them away including me..
Overall Better than that 3 Nerd in my class!

Breath…Cold down~~
Forgiven is the best resolution ah?duh?hooooohhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

ice age

2009-06-19T10:48:00.001+08:00

trilogy for Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs

Manny and Ellie is preparing for their first baby

while Sid is jealous of them and wants to start a family of his own.

So he goes and steal some dinosaur eggs but is captured by a dinosaur.

As the herd goes to his rescue, they have to deal with Diego’s insecurities that he might be losing his sabretooth edge...

OOH..coming PArents Day..it will be a dummy show where I am one of it.have to be dummy and smile at the same time..hard!!

ice age....ice age!

nerd

2009-06-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

A nerd fall in love with a pretty.what will be the ending?For sure it will be a wonderful ending but things seems totally out of sense.
The nerd is dump by the pretty and crying at the seaside..may the sea breeze blow his sorrow and emptyness away but it will never be wipe away since he is a nerd.Oh no,the nerd can feel the salty of the sea .

He said he will cheer up..haaa..I just telling a joke... For a century then he gave us such stupid news....I will never laugh at him for he is a nerd..haa...

the nerd will back to his nerd soon.
Pity on others that willing to share their times with him..
I think he will said :"thanks!"
we think we will said:"welcome for you nerd~~"
someone is angry now when they saw this..
somenone maybe laughing for now
anyway,who cares when time passed..

2009-06-14T20:19:00.004+08:00

Now i know why..I hate excuses..excuses..
human never like to compromise within each other ..
well,try to forget it lol....

4 piggy

2009-06-11T12:42:00.002+08:00

Bang bang!!4 piggy hunches at times sq.

Overcast one day, Wednesday next where can imagine the moment they look at each other without a word at the KTV counter.

Everything come in sort, popcorn day+holiday season.Lazy mah,we didn’t booked in...Ah Long them will set their teeth if notice I didn’t assume them previously.But it was long gone by now we have meal at MCd and four to bubble there.fun thou’…

Just before that,finish challenging the way with the high heel by ever stepped the wrong way to trader hotel, a long route to reach the spot!!!.Again!To avoid tiredness wear on the newly bought street shoe, $29.90 .Throw that high heel aside and walked along with LWT,I turned shorter again.huuu..

Seems lost interested to all those flowery dressing with fair low price..what happened to me?!ah Wong was looking for college bag,funny you should said that day we quickly discounting it. Frantically 20% off,same bag sold cheaper than others shop.

I asked Wong :‘if didn’t get the discount then paid more lo..?’.Wong replied: ‘this is business have to gain profit wat....’She was right!
(For still a student i would rarely do to see it would be worth their weight in gold. Save Gold ma…:))

We went to Low yatt..Best to stay bother that salesman to assure ah Long wasn’t tricked then he seems to gaze at me when I take glance on him....So sorry, if you all think I ‘concern’ too much too which I know I did...haa=P… The NEW handset was nice after all.before leave, bother ah Wong get the optional adapter from him…(it’ll be bad if with deep feeling he refused to give ah Long, how then?)

At last, Ah Long danced with her new handset.:)

The fun start on way back to Klcc mall with that stupid street shoes.Thousand of teeth biting my toes.pain pain pain!Help!!!somebody sweep me off my feet and carry me to the LRT…huhuuuu,stand the pain and walk the long way back without faint on the road..

Time swept, we all back to position.
Some remarkable proof:

someone behind me.pity green~

tf

2009-06-08T12:01:00.013+08:00

1>the theme was:FIND YOURSELF(by translate)

2>as long you are my buddy,the age is nothing..haa:P

yesterday,we went to melawati gospel hall for the publicity of the TF camp.I t would be a next blockbuster for us by first ever inviting other gospel hall teens join us to mock the bird..

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This morning I will 'unenergetic', still struggle to wake up at 9am to fetch by kaevin.

Seriously,My bro late for 1 hour but with a proper reason as the person in charge didnt update him about the time well.So,being a good sister,I said :'he helps Amos bath..duckie duckie...'..

then,for some reason,that little Xhen insists to change me to kepong gospel hall.Finally,i know it was a trick!Dont play fool on me next time..hee

Thanks to kaevin crazy driving skill,we felt vomit and dizzy all the way..and thanks to the arrangement,I just stand at corner watching them present some dude silence in the hall.Shin and li pei said they didnt prepare well(you all admit ?..hahahaha..)

even more BIG head for the tf camp now~@-@ but it was a nice moment to serve the God when young,paris lullaby..

oops,IF you wish to join us,the fee is RM200...no discount for late comer:)

harder

2009-06-08T11:05:00.003+08:00

I hate A level!!
i HATE the baby just wait there for spoon feeding,sleeping and playing.

It was a real tough day, *# chemistry exam,I DONT KNOW why stupidly study those funny chemical equation,lab reaction,color change...I want to be a librarian forever so I CAN pour over the fantasy world of different story book..
Mommy,jie jie I dont want further A level ,it is getting harder and I dont feel Happy to study it.
But ,I dont have any other choicesssss..
So have to continue ..so far do you know how far you have learnt about the subject..?(ans:hmm,without a bit)
All I gain was getting more hardship......really admire those people study coourses that they like..

-(yer..the girl beside me reading all sort of immunology articles,I think she is a nerd..(no offence,i mean it)hee...)

-(yer,there was one guy at another row sing loud a song by wearing his earphone,so funny..he didnt noticed that everyone starred at him)

-(aiyaa,one Ah boy just come in the CIT room,his sandal slide to my computer desk...he so jiak lak,i have to hold my laugh)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

i want play with frogie and pei them...let me go,Alevel!!

problem

2009-06-05T15:20:00.003+08:00

count down few more days to experience my freedom..
why the biology paper have lot's of question based on statement .I dont have much time to think on it,just write non stop.I thought I am writting an essay,till I getting back my period pain at that moment..It a bit pain.
Now,I breath the in the school Cit air..
thinking back some conversation with shin last midnight,I can sleep better ..But it maybe consider our problem havent solve maybe it will never be solve..
why the journey can be that though...what can we do now?....

women

2009-06-04T11:52:00.005+08:00

a group of young and charming ladies..

why women care her inner bra,menstrual cycle and dressing.Maybe I know why?

They die hard to make sure the breasts is there,they still can give birth and they insists it was their female nature to spend money.(a totally wrong statement.the correct answer is they dont have choice,poor~~!)

I give up to be a women or mother.Wish a day to tell mom I want to cut off my ovaries as my menstrual cycle is totally 'messy' make me feel painful for century!!

Today I sit on the bathroom floor for 1 1/2 hours with the hot waterbath rinse over my body just to kick away such pain..woooo...feel relief now

it shows my proud cup size no. there..hee.(vomit)
my shoe lucky number is 38..

ya,mom paid me for the white coconut bra and a pair of high heel(not that high..nice to wear) and a new feeling to be ladies..

I still want to be a lady as day go on..

salvation

2009-06-02T10:22:00.001+08:00

Have you ever fallen in sleep with the radio beside you? under a bright table-desk lamp or even in people noise? If so, you maybe be too tired with your eye bag grow under your eyes. So, I am not I tend to sleep well by hearing mechanic sounds swing by my old fan till now I strive for cold just to listen to ‘sound of wind’ by it.

It was a bad sight .I can observe human with such habit maybe those movie or music fans or just simply a sign of scare. They want the sound to bring them into dream; I don’t know about it for sure since the day I always seeing daddy switch on the radio and tuned in some old song channel. The old song melody sometimes lead people to some scene with feel of horrify may appeared, we listen and keep the feeling into sleep the next day we repeat and experience again.
I think daddy is worrying about his body that always in diarrhea condition and whenever he has a meal he will have big lost out in toilet.He insist himself to have benign tumor .We know when the day he with the cigarettesssss.
The day you longing for twilight now has become a horror in your day by telling me you may not seeing me turn into someone.For always your girl.

Sometimes,I want to shield myself from worrying about them.For once he ignore his health but now terror seize him.He drink smelly vinegar made by mom and other organic product.I am so scare to face him and hide my love from him. I know they wont be any cure unless he faces it and with doctor consult.But if thing getting worsen ,the previous method never work.The best medicine is God salvation, he wants to listen gospel that I can feel so.

People sick and they seek thing relate to soul,exists after death,medicine ,meaning of life etc….So sorry I am a rude child I don’t know how to express the almighty God to you,I just pray by cant doing anything just wait you back from work .I will weep for my life if both of you left without receiving God’s salvation(for my friends too)..

Sis telling me for no reason I rebel to parents at this stage but sometimes my temper turn bad when staying with both menopause parents where you all stay away from home now and future. Do you all even know that, I have to tuned in the radio for falling asleep now..Sometimes my heart was empty and start panic;it was a dreadful thing.But God is always there..cheers up paris lullaby..

End of every weekend,end of night it always full with anger and sadness…

(it would be crappy things in somebody mind or maybe not if they saw this but it was a scene I would likely ever forget that the dark cloud gather in a moment with tears slide silently down my cheeks)

Some verse for parislullaby :Surely God is my salvation;
I will trust and not be afraid.(isaiah12:2)

By the times that cloud had slipped away...:)

busy

2009-06-01T12:51:00.006+08:00

today,I slapped a juicy mosquito..I t was so fun to climbed up the bed and run to the dark wardrobe,any area just to find it out!!ahhhh..."plack",did it!my classmate hate to slap mosquito,she said:"It will be dirty then,they will fly away..!"ahhhhh,what an unusual girl~~

with regard to little black(i named it)..

actually I just finished a book named Undomestic goddness written by sophieKinsella few months ago.felt touching in few sentences by Samantha:"I think I want a little more time....."(she was a busy lawyer working in New york top firm,considered a success lady..so common for nowadays people..)

Till the day,she put her blackberry aside and helping Eddie family to lawn their farm and house cleaning job!Her life changed!There was lot's of things happening there,i can't rarely describe.

One more scene...Nathaniel(a farmtown boy she met there)and I are walking along the village road.The street dappled with soft evening light,and the last ray are warm on my shoulders.
oh...I love it so much...Can I walk with you all?beg you all:

yeah,you guess right.Finally ,samantha and Nathaniel reunion after a horror threathen(in story) near the train platform.well,she kicked her useless busy away and gain her freedom..this was the ending I like which I hope it come in reality.:)

busy people end with busy death,normal people end with normal death,God baby end in Fathers hug..
with regard by paris lullaby

nice day

2009-05-29T12:21:00.004+08:00

Finally...
Finally I drive on the road again with some upgraded extreme skill which I expect will drive smootly on the road..
At last,I was wrong.

i STILL not able to fly up the hill/mountain well...there was mountain and another moutain waiting for me,ishhh!!..
Finally,I have my first ever car accident.I smashed people vase...?what?vase?.(not car:)),what a shame!
Finally,I know I must drive like a turlte because the driver was blind.They wouldn't look at you when they rush out from single corner.

Thanks God it was only the left "small frontier car mirror" cover dropped out with some cutie crack.~~~

Oh...next few hours I have to struggle on the way home where there was a lot of event like muslim prayer day and Jusco Member Sale "celebrate" with me...

I hope this was not my last post..

2009-05-27T15:22:00.002+08:00

I wrote stupid algebra in today math paper 6.
I thought it was a drawing contest,full of imagination tend to destroy that plain paper.
I wont dare to look at back,have to continue for following disaster..
so hungry..
o....

2009-05-22T14:41:00.004+08:00

accidentally stepped into a shop..It sold all sort of BRANDED watches like Gucci,mont blanc,LV,prada,Guess together with swatch and banc..etc..

banc?maybe you haven't heard before. I met him. .indulge with its assorted color structure with a BIG head robot smiling inside the watch.I bought it with 3month warranty.

every night before laid on bed I will make sure It was still running.Time is precious thou'..I am worrying it will Die one day.(soon)

I saw few Korean artist posing with it,a nice wearing combination with white T shirt..thanks pei for choosing the white+color band for me instead for the yellow money Banc..

here are the real Banc:

1st feature:it has BANC label on the SHINNY metal strip

2nd feature:It has significant "building block" inside the robot head @color time arrow

i DONT KNOW ABOUT IT FOR SURE bUT i WILL APPRECIATE IT...:)

why like that?!

2009-05-20T20:00:00.003+08:00

the school send me the notification that I didnt go for few classes,they are damn "geh po"..Why cant they send some class timetable or exam timetable for me.

I dont know how to write in English,I hate the general paper.I think the Cambridge people find it suck!

to amos:
sorry for not sayang you and let you hug by unprofessional person they frighten you huh?I thought your neck is break.you cry badly actually i feel bad..

to health care(a bad company):
they fool around at bukit bintang by telling us we won the jackpot and car.The company name reveal,it was "healthcare".the next few day,I saw a stupid girl was trap and complaint on TV.I hate the reject smile I gave to that lier!bad people has bad look!

to parent:
I dont like you all frighten me on my study.I have complete my role as a student.

warning! warning!

I am not a pefect..but I am not a bad.haa...

:(

2009-05-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

i hate end of every week.The day always end with anger..and sadness..:(

2009-05-14T15:05:00.004+08:00

today having pure math paper....Math is my bully.

At there seeing everyone holding a piece of white paper.damn!quickly run toward the bach bacon sir:P..I havent opened my mouth saw another girl talking to him about the matter she forget about to bring exam slip too..

well,it only left 3min for the 9am paper.I heard the whistle blew by the guard,all I can do was run with all my"heart".It almost dropped out before i REACHED to meet madam looi with that little girl.

How can she run so fast..My mind flash some thinking:"is she run hardly because she care the exam or she just want hurry ...while me?tired lol!"

At the office ,those staff seems not knowing our condition!!!.the little girl told me to wait for madam looi for the approve slip.But i felt that,it cant be,exam in 2min...!

the staff starred at me vividly,as usual I always show my kind+sympathy look:) to avoid their anger!mama chang!jggkjgafh!i ask and ask ...madam looi is inside,seems fooling us..

Althought top class student study well but they cant confront such incident ..haiz.:P.or else we sure late hee..~

little girl run to exam hall..chasing ~chasinG~~o~I sit wrongly,all teacher surrounded me..But i seems enjoyed and finish the exam.

SEEMS EASY from the previous exam but I dont think i will perform well overall...wooohh...what a day!

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today having biology practical..learnt from past lesson I reached school 1 hr before the practical exam..chat a while and pretend nervous a while.I really dont feel it is damn nervous as shown by my classmate,so pretend a bit la...hehehe

I sit at the last row..out reach of teacher eye sight,I feel so enjoy to start the yeast experiment..(just like make a cup of milo)all I can observe was just purple,how can we differentiate universal indicator as all seems purple(not really)NVM,finished and submitted.Again,I dont think i PERFORM well...haa...hee..hmm:(
what a purple day...

2009-05-08T14:39:00.005+08:00

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The FAT OWL is my mama..she gave me blossom of love

this Sunday will be Ma ma Day..

I wonder am I am require to fetch them having Bak Kut Teh at Kepong...euu..scary..

Hope to crash on road soon..

HAPPY MOM'S DAY

HAPPY aS SUFFER..feel wanted to quit for the this time As exam.I am not prepared enough:(..why I always 'fell' down at last minute.HAVE TO FIGURED out myself..

bright SunDay

2009-05-06T12:32:00.007+08:00

choose pair of nice wearing shoes quickly stepped downstairs to paste the bloody initial ":P" on car window .
Ce st la vie~.euu..daddy insists me to drive the 4 wheel now!

when brake to fetch mom at the playground,having 1st thought to dump the wheel at road side.But seeing them happily take the risks so I drive crazily into that narrow road toward place of Death..( sis's renovation home )

It was troublesome...!!every single corner have big monkey stucked at the road side make me die patient to handle the pedal "klac" at the moment.Stering holded ,eye focusing and leg step steady but they all shake in my Brain..

Malaysian drivers with no tolerance compared to Singaporean in which I experienced it now~~ooh..It takes a soulful 1 minutebe to wild enough to cross the double lane..faster!!!! tHANK YOU texi Dai Lou for waiting at my back.
2nd thought to dump the car if I get horn from back!!

At last,by taking a gulp of braveness.I step the oil pedal and bang!bang!bang!yeah!crossed it!

In a conclusion,parent guide was a good for first learning driver and be prepared for their strict complain ..wha cha!

(DAD 'S complain @recipe):dont ever drive near the car,you are the big boss on the road and never fear to drive at the CENTER ...:P @

wish drive all the way to Manhattan.BE confident ..LOL...
okies~~

chicken!

2009-05-04T11:50:00.000+08:00

YOu all play fool On me!!!

erhh...how many times the group discussion has been cancel because of unresponsible act and chicken attitude by you all..I cant stand on it anymore!I am the only nerd waiting there!!!

Muet,I will experienced your rule on us tommorow..

2009-05-04T10:46:00.000+08:00

I throw all the duck,chicken,pork inside my tummy in return I am having constipation now..
the "cencaluk" smell badly even few bottle of fragrances cant wipe it out.Till now,i look at the little toilet bowl i saw the liquid-solid "cencaluk" laid sadly inside it.My body is getting worst and worst...

Since young i have been observing my "cencaluk",sometimes I saw some worm run over it.I will dreamt it all the night then..now seldom..

I swallowed whole's lot of banana to repair body health system..

All body system ruin at earlier 19th.what I gonna do for next few year...mummy,help!

for a conclusion,my emotion affect my appetite..

Indian in my class

2009-04-29T09:29:00.000+08:00

oohh..that big eye aggressive Indian girl bully me yesterday!
she shout:"ei..do u know....!"I gave her a nerd look and answer her with simple sentence,"coming"...how dare you never refer to people name,you should glad with your pretty style and 'blessed' with friends like Gloria.....................
It will back to the time when a girl called Gloria who abandoned by our "gang" as she kept on making them annoyed with her attitude.From day onwards,she study and being lonely in class.Then she met up with another gang,which including that indian girl, Gloria's world CHANGE.As you can see,they become friends where any rumour will spread into that indian girl ear where such chemistry on above event happened.She gave us a bad impression..

ei,not my fault..you big eye AMARASHINI~!
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another Indian girl again,she was once my class rep. Her job was doing well until my gang kept on asking her where is all the latest note gone,she start panic..worry ,sour &sympathy look all swirl up on her face, damn funny~~we just make our small request..(:)

she quit her post the next day by giving her post to Fiona(our gang).
whenever i chat with her or giving a hello to her,she will start panic again by repay her pity smile.oh well,she own a pity style but that was just too over for me..i think it was all about the Issac(her boy)

Issac was her buddy and once they argue d..For fun Issac asked me about the exist of my partner,I answered him:"I'm married.."with my gift ear,i heard their conversation..Issac:"maybe i should think about her:...."while she reply:"you all even can't communicate,are you crazy.!!.%&^&^"..oh I am a useful tool,they reunion again and love within so far so good..:
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They are overall sweet..another class rep.Rodney ,he has chinese education sice young,nice charisma look alike with Zac efron,nice atttitude..he is funny Funny,caring and love God so much.He told us that he want to be doctor to fight the cancer(well,it has no cure until today)as he was inspire by his biology teacher who died of cancer.

when back to study,another story...skip class...anyway ,being at well responsible for all the time.Perhaps he intimate too frequent in class with her girl make my gang feel "itchy"..

actually what I was trying to said ,my class have a lot of indian..weird weiRD WEIRD..

2009-04-22T10:10:00.000+08:00

the monkey moment end with peace.here with some photo on it..

oh i grab my monkey friends most precious moment to celebrate her big day

yan yan have a slice of red velvet cake

I have slice of chocolate banana cake,i deserve it ...For fun,I mess up my cake with a fork.shhh...this is a way to scare people who wish take a snap on your food...joke..

ppiko have a muddy cup of hot chocolate..

both of us are chocolate fans?heeee...

yan yan,having her chilli STPM now,it show on her little face with few cutie pimple on it.Ah yan,drink lot's of water ya!take care~~

and at last pipiko arrived home safety after sending both of us home..

Pepper island

2009-01-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

I reached a pepper land where there were many manger I have never seen ,part of them starred at me without conscious, I wondered do they have spirit?walking by with every steady pace confront with a castle,the dark shadow built inside and pepper seed scattered around.Suddenly, the pepper aroma filled up my thorax epithelia cell,cant breath!No,stopped it!It seems to burned my mind too when I am at GSC,midvalley cinema watching InkHeart.

I fall into the story land when biting the McD pepper prosperity burger,sorry ya cant help it man~!!.....

overall,really impressed with the beautiful scene there with grassy land and humming bird.It’s all so blessed where another earth I live God created such a wonderful land for human being..muacks!

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Later,I walk into the pouring rain.Met all kind of life in the bus station,they are so tough to continue their breath.Every eye sprinkle with love,missing and lost!I waited bus to Sri petaling with them.The smoke and the water splash by stupid car wet my nerd look.until few decade,my dream love U 71 came~

Having a coincidentally steamboat fest with baby lee,then lee started yawn at the food and judging my “food” taste..oh well,I can easily bear with food especially with the porridge steamboat which still new to me..another pepper lamb chop after this,I can cooked well than the rabbit cafe but ok la since is by bunny café, cute ma~…?!:P cholestrol up Up UP!

Oh ya,here little baby things to reveal!!!!Lee have a wonderful orange box with a small mirror inside,so girly~oh,lee love to waste electricity too,never have switch off mode in that house,so impressed.Global warming happened at bedroom,living room,kitchen,toilet,every single corner!somehow the bedroom is tidy than mine felt so shameful..(maybe because her room just inordinary clean,phew!)shoot lee so fun~

again,when we walked by the secret garden.the housing guard led a doggie.it coming toward us.I thought it will run toward lee,so happily I walk faster to let them met,kakaka!suddenly,it run mad toward me while I am holding the umbrella.Oh perhaps,the doggie just like purplish umbreallla..luckily the guard “kill” it with sword(umbrella)!and led back by lee,a bit Fish~~but I din talk about it..hehehe..
pls dont laugh at my purplish~
The end of my journey report.

28/1 Chinese new year pepper land @dog chasing trip
Quote of the day:once bitten by a dog,whole life scare dog spark!