peanut

Peanut!I bury my head in my hands.I’m trying to keep calm,but inside is a great well of terror.I have to face it.I have made a mistake?desperately move on.Everybody left the class few month before we left.Am I angry or sad?They did nothing wrong.

It is raining.Cold.

something to delight myself to get a move on here.perhaps…

Yes,it is nice to have one’s family around one.Baby Amos arrived just in time!He no longer sponge bob and can be kick to sky.poor little things getting thinner and thinner:Sis back again with her big luggage with lot’s of japan stuff like charcoal face mask,nose pore pack and facial mask,nail stuff, eye lashes etc..try on that eye lash but funny turn out to be pair of peanut eye.While sis blink pretty with it,awesome!!How can it be?i mean her eye smaller than mine suppose to be get bigger than her one.Wonder...

Face start to look like a popped balloon.3 days diet plan start tomorrow .Choose Swimming as my weapon to become a little peanut. Want healthy!

What next?Never ever do this. This morning walking by and glimpse at their community service stuff without greet to shin shin,feel bad now. She told me sometimes she wish to do so to me.=O…maybe things back to normal after the camp. Happily that Hui and baby sweet will join!It means a lot...

Shin~
I am sorry I did not have opportunity to speak to you when you busy.To say how sorry for your loss but I am not responsible to it.I always felt that you was neither too tired nor too selfish?yes,I am thinking that way however not important.You really have to return,back to your responsible.
Paris lullaby/

And what else,study lo~everyday,every second..eye wont leave the book,no way!steal a look at the TV set ...peanut!..

Like I said,it still raining.Go now~Good day.