24.4.11

I used my heart to write about something

it is in Chinese version,My ethic.My language

我觉得我有资格说话了,有点像人的话,我认为的。经过那么多年的太阳和月亮的日子,是时候分享或嗮一嗮自己很感恩的事,因为在别人也许在很苦恼的事,我知道什么回事。。因为挖过圣经里的宝,我才懂啦。。(你真的没看过,我可以可怜你没有?C,我还是不懂我那位神教我如何。。谦卑~~)


Ermm..记得什么就写什么先。。

第一辑:我的生活+我的情绪篇??

首先呢就嗮下自己多幸福。你真的以为别人很幸福哦?我就知道其实大家活得不是很好,我们或许不知道他们的生活是如此的难熬或幸福背后的难受。。还是别一昧向往或很妒忌别人的生活,最后把自己的那么宝贵的生命活在比较中,会好一点吧~

因为他说:“你的日子如何,你的力量也如何”,我生活很简单,因为老天造我时知道我不是很坚强,所以我的日子像较下很自由,可是我本人觉得很难熬,又有谁懂?那些我很欣赏的人,我也不觉你们很厉害的,哈哈,因为同样的道理嘛~

我真的很不好,若你也有同感,你知道他说:康健的人用不着医生,有病的人才用得着。

像我这样很多变态病的人,真的很需要这么一个医生。(若没病也可找医生聊天的~祷告)

常常也在感叹未来的路多难走,然而他又说:‘你们看天上的飞鸟不种也不收,你们的天父尚且养活它。你们不比飞鸟贵重吗?。。。或许白化点,他说:“所以,不要为明天忧虑,应为明天自有明天的忧虑;一天的难处一天当就够了。几贴切下,常常觉得无法完成的事,到了那天也悄悄走过了,想回也。。没什么~

人家偶尔觉得你假慈善,其实也不懂该怎么做,也不想自己面孔臭臭的,人家生气你或你生气人家,也只会饶恕。因为他说嘛:你们饶恕人的过犯,你们的天父也必饶恕你们。。过后又说:‘你们不饶恕人的过犯,你们的天父也必不饶恕你们的过犯。所以,你听话,你会去饶恕的。。可是真的很生气啊!他说:“你们含怒不可到日落”。。莫担心是可以生合理的气,不然给人家讲讲就忍下,为他的缘故会得到称赞。他说:‘只叫你暗中的父看见。你父在暗中察看,必然报答你。

所以有时,自己做错事想逃都难。可是想一想他因为爱才会管教我们。不爱你的人,或许你觉得他们超级好,也许也很不爽他们;但爱你人,你怎样不爽他,他还是很爱你。。若他是神,他的爱会完美。。不会像自己,很有缺陷,ermm自己知道就好。。

可是给人冤枉,我还是会很火。他说:‘要灵巧向蛇”,我有时又巧不过,他又安慰好像是:耶和华(神)必想那恶者报怨。。我气才消了。。



其实我讲了那么多,可能模糊了我最初的原点是。我确实在夸口,像保罗(圣经记载的使徒):我若必须自夸,就夸那关乎我软弱的事便了。哥后11:30

我是要讲我真的很软弱而以。。然后夸我的神,主耶稣。因他对我说:我的恩典够你用的,因为我的能力在人的软弱上显得完全。哥后12:9最后,我真正要讲的事是:‘所以你们该效法神,好象蒙慈爱的儿女一样。’这位上帝是我生活指南。完了~



REFERENCE:抄《圣经》,还没死前请看看,不是只有基督徒看的(有时他们也不看),这本无分阶级,是给被上帝创造,给疼你的一份礼物。(指南:刚看或许会难体会,本人也曾想过放弃阅读,但又不小心知道了-《圣经》走不开这简单的法则:神爱世人,甚至将他的独生子(主耶稣基督)赐给他们,叫一切信他的不至灭亡,反得的永生。(约3:16)你不明吗?你心里愿意上帝终会让你明白,没有人可逼你。(本人也有不明的,所以现在有像以前那位保罗那样,到处告诉人关于上帝的人,他们是牧师,长老或教会执事~通常星期天,一定会遇见他们~哈!)

16.3.11

i will left a note

watched 127 hr.It is in my satisfy expectation.
I love the warm sunlight.
I love the explore spirit.
I love myself too much?
I will left a note wherever I go.(in 127 hr)
Because I will not leave to anywhere for my own sake.
thank you Jesus for your guide,when time I lost my way and feel that you are far apart.You show your love to me from my beloved family,friends and natural surrounding.
I may not understand what is happening out there,but I know You are preparing me to explore the world you wish me to contribute.It is not about You need me but God I am willing to serve although I am nothing in the eye of the world but You tell me I am everything in Your eyes.
the best ever love story just between You and I.
tHIS LINK IS SHARE BY ONE OF MY LOVELY SIS to me,THANK YOU.lET'S RUN AHEAD!
http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/

once I am reading on a phrase which makes me have a deep thought,it is like this:A person who endure the nature beauty without knowing the Creation is a waste.it makes me think a lot until now..

6.3.11

never show any feeling on anyone.
unless they care about and know something about you.

never overjudged yourself lullaby.
and please wakeup from your dreamland.

wake up ing...
I will never live in here forever.

Be stable and use your brain wisely.
Be courageous and share every live moment with the sincere one.
You never want them to lost ,just like that.

Not looking more on the mirror than the real world.
The world is moving and you shall chase up the pace.
But be careful with your direction and aim.
Everything, if you live for your own and enjoy fullest for your desire-->

You experienced it before and you know..
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recently,dealing a assignment with team.some of them shy and some of one loss their way,someone insists the way,all the things they mention is right.But not so true..
anyway,I just simply ask a frenz and using adobe illustrator to create it by them.while I am work on my "dream land' above..
something to cheer you up,maybe.
zombie pao pao..looks like
8TV pao pao
The little sunflower is his best friend.
Hope the generated story would be considered,I just learning to
express my 'not so bad' idea.

5.2.11

new color

thanks for accompany during the opening sem

thanks for all your care and concern,really a nice
fellow.
wish you all further continue your dream..to draw a nice picture and create beautiful stuff.
from what you said:'drawing makes me forget everything'/i just like drawing~! 

Fullyy full House

On September 2010,due to the promise,happily  gather all the yishen girls and boys to celebrate the september baby birthday and almost 10 among 38 attend..After a nice moment to held a bless birthday with a mooncake,all of them gone and disappear in her life again.
So,this year around someone has suggsted to held a gathering again like on march 2010.But what can i said was..it seems like it is going to be cancelled..
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I was a bit sad for coming 2011 event..everything was gone,with high expectation,it always makes me depressed for quite a long time.i JUST CANT FIGURE WHY some people/event is being scheduled but at last ruin or cancelled.When i was a child,i will unreasonably cried about it,it happened when my uncle or aunty put a fly on their visitation.???i cant figure why..

Now,I know that i have to strengthen myself.Try not to perfectly put all the hope or 'imagination' on people.well,i am people,i know some time i did the same things..and my mom keep on remind me to put more effort on my study..but anyway event/gathering is a motivation for me to countdown my study times..:*

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anyway,during cny,it was still fun to meet up with some lenglui ...they are so incredible and sweet all the times..here some capture on them..



throw out some rubbish on the seat

does she sweet like Minne mouse with
the spec on top?:D

talented organizer

strength:highly concentrated,ambitious

them:age 21, nah V position,whateva..
thanks for the early birthday celebration
at Full House.(represent yi to thanks nie&hui)
:P


anyway,i still wish to said something



yI:white ,fat ,capable,friendly..yummy!!







nothing to say:
Just because they held the lovely bear..
they look lovely indeed..:)
*all of them keep on reminding me about cancelled of our hatyai trip but maybe a better local trip..yaya,look forward