23.9.09

dizzy morning and fallen night




Night in the sleeping room.I thought I can do something.

The clock at exactly 7 morning. Got in the car and repeat the urban scene on the way.
That was all.
Three night in the same place was unusual, but figured great life change was worth a change in my routine.
When someone got comfortable in their seat,they do this…maybe due to lack sleep or anxiety before step to that side. For still looked back to decision they had been made. again in my heart: “we handle this?”part due to her lost ,the head of charge. It ruins team spirit in me. No offence taken. Again, “does it make a difference? One person or three?” two fellow still joined after final hectic pray and asked.

Ya..right now we there~.

A hard day. Previously I tilt it to the light suddenly saw something wrong with the grouping and it fixed as usual.Well,overall just fine..nah~I care more on this.eww,it just some obvious early conclusions.

We had been introduced with quiet cascade of names and strange eye contact and all in group.After finish that ‘no direction’ game in that stupid dark,laid on the warm bed wanna exploded in a scream.The scream died into silence and screw my eye shut.Rewind my participation and a push those introvert which include myself!Thinking she mean her lack during playing,listened for minute try not to hurt myself or anyone that need support as they really just have little lack in some field.

Off the light.Usually this kind of moment doesn’t end happily.In washing room worry the eye bag look tomorrow.I knowed the team have same feeling,we just didn’t shown it.Make a deep pray and zzz in first night>>quite fussy huh?!

Yahoo!

I am revising my conclusion the next day.The brezzy morning blessed with the sparkling light by sun. All baby wake up and have some run…have their first lesson which may be no sense at all for part of them.

Still puzzle,actually I feel glad when we played strategically during captain ball fantasy.In my heart,ya..keep on going where I start loving those cutie fellow that moment. For His choice never wrong and the next few days playing,eat,talk,Indian drama etc.The group growth in spiritual life and laughing(haa) where they really bunch of quiet, cute and small baby. Thanks for His wiped to my cloudy mind,the group(Jonathan) may not be the best but I know how to enjoyed during the camp for first time.

It just so rare if you think I tend involve so much all the while,it wasn’t…
There was unnecessary conclusion for Him blessed a bunch of nerd never on a predictable pattern.I mean it went pretty much how you would expect.You know~
No?no sugar?haa…

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