I have a disgust feeling:unintend to join any of their conversation
Firstly,not concern on the matter they care and the topic seldom caught my attention(it is my problem,we have to deal with different personality)
Second,I adjust myself to get involve in their conversation.I admit I cant clarify well on what I'm trying to 'bring' out sometimes.(i mean my speech is such confusing sometimes)
Third,I give all my effort to make a friendly and warm why smile aLL the times(hope they wont think I look stupid with that spec)
Last,I just want to be nice with them,they turn at my back and try on to evaluate on my spoken word and view point(I know,I gift with a pair of super ear)It just small matter in which people commonly feel it was normal to said that.And I think i'm being discriminate when I get along with those banana.Hey,people I know you all graduate from Chinese school,me too why cant you all accept this norm and stop giving me those ego face!I think it will be first ever in my life,to have a face to face argument with you all!war begin!
No,I will not.Maybe I have to love you all more..more..more...~~
try to ignored wat they say lol..
ReplyDeleteshouldn't i listen to them??
ReplyDeletewell,as you said sometimes we have to ignore some words,and kick away those assumption that we make on OURSELves,haa..