family planning

I am awfully excited!My daddy and mummy are going abroad(for the first time) and I am not going with them,haha!They are leaving on 5^th/11….No one at home currently ~You’re welcome to have a home broke ,eww…

I will attend church camp at Cameron this time.So,this home just an empty building  during that period.for me,home is tree give shade for the benefit of others and while themselves stand in the sun and endure hurtful heat ,they produce ‘fruit’ by which others profit. It refers to the scarification by family.
To many people a home is a place that merely necessary for love and protection. So, when a home lost its function, it was just a building to stay away from sun and rain. It was a normal TREE~ nothing else…



I snap this photo at noon time,'trumpet flower"



I have done a ‘psychological research’ on my so called’ family status’, it was fun thou’.

Ermm,I used to be alone in home where I am really enjoyed it.

Ok,serious a bit.

finally,we may plan to visit BOH tea..after passing those scary slope~

In the world as you will find competitor at every turn..So,I thought as always that in my father’s house,might do as you pleased! As they will support your dream,lead you through in all contemplation but not a criticize or teasing happened!We prefer listened to advised.Once I heard that,family need to be love on not hurting each other,even a words,an unnoticed action can break this blood tie.Oh,I found out that I am not perfectly pleased all of them until they being so emo,so unconsiderate.maybe I should brave myself to tell them about their unconsideration,but I found out that I am unqualified.

Last,I think I should make them happy, however human kind are imperfect.They pretend to ignore the happiness and look toward your so called bad attitude without realizing their own problem as well!So,every family tragedy start at any moment,any second~Oh,I claim myself to be patient and tolerate  enough on others bullies since young,it makes me brave enough to confront such situation,but I never realized this can happened in a family..I am weak enough where I never know when can I stand anymore…(collapsed in next min?)

I really wish myself will be reconciled to my situation as soon and with little pain as I can.As usual,let’s shout:’GOD help!’(no one understand the situation better than Him,help!help!)

I am an adult,I hate it!Never a family in my future.

pRediction:In a nut shell, I am suffer from super low self esteem with no child in the future and I nice to be bullied on:)