again..it is about her study life
Feb 2010- pretended that the class learning is going on well.


Seriously I am emotionally unstable all the time when all those rumors passed through my ear.Totally awful! The time when I realized I just cant get well with other races until it aroused their anger which I did not mean it. And also the harsh moment to get into different gang since I am late.Again,due to language barrier and personality I ended up get along with a group of nice,warm people.People may assumed they liked you and willing to talk to you but instead I know they found me serious and a nerd that hard to get along.A women instinct told me all that.Always remind myself keep on study and ignore all this.

March,lullaby lil’ bit confused with her foundation math which has been taught during Pre U for several times..on 10th,to her surprise her classmate celebrate her first ever birthday party in her life,however,she feel that the party belong to them at that moment.But she feel thankful

April,the first for her to complete her assignment with a due date and she has confront with the people that will never coorperate with her that make her extremely frustrated and throw up all the work aside.With the mission as ‘died together’!Overall,she has finished other assignment in orderly manner and passed all those small test

May,the first sem final exam is there!She studied from day to night without any delay till she has a sudden weight loss that shock those who concerned.But she just ignore about it and continue her stressful way of study when those scolding and harsh word flash in her mind again and again,sometimes,crying is possible.Give up is in her thought.