10th Jan 2011.It was a wonderful day after log on Utar portal with my trembling fingers where I am glad that I could tipped up my glasses and toasted my dream after passed my foundation level in art and social science
before that...2010
10/1/2011- I am dreamed to study in a private institute in nursing and caring field although I admit I was incapable for all this.
“Everyone will die and their last destiny will be at hospital, in my hand!”For several night, I get warned by July Pre U terrible results. Not until Jan, it has come to the end of my Pre U life but I do not get passed to be eligible for Degree in nursing.I am totally lost and decided to end everything..emotionally depressed not until sis give me some encouragement
However, I am thankful to confront with such terrible situation or else I would not brave myself to go on my ‘dream’ and people no longer overlook on my ability.I may end up choosing a suffer pathway. Without hesitation,I go on to apply for the overdue jan foundation intake.At first,the school reject me and insist me to go on for May intake.Again,I have no time anymore,no matter how hard was it I have tried my damnedest, lot’s of stuff is being carried on that almost make me faint on the journey.
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Within few steps and I was there. But the truth is, I don’t even know if I’ll ever reach there ,but I’ll try my damnedest, let’s bet on that! I bet it with God at my side. Due to this encouragement where I realized choose not to give up on Him is always the best solution
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